Dreamers of Life

unexpected

2012-01-31T10:30:00.001-08:00

I was unexpectedly down these days. Actually something and someone makes me think bout the past again and I was so scare of ever losing someone important to me again. I didnt get enough sleep, I cant sleep well, I cant focus on things that I did. I think I'm gonna lose my job soon. I'm thinking of changing lines. What if I dont wanna work in a restaurant anymore? what if I dont wanna work in a kitchen or service crew anymore? what if i just wanna live a simple life and forget bout the past? what if I'm damn tired?

Life is unfair, the world is unfair. I saw something that says :

"Life is too short.
Work as if it was your first day.
Forgive as soon as possible.
Love without boundaries...
Laugh without control
and never stop smiling."

I agreed that life is too short. we can never go back to the past. I missed someone, I wanna be with someone, I wanna hug someone, and I know that will never happen. I really dont know what other meaning I have so here I wish you all, Have a Nice Day....

I freaking swear

2012-01-21T10:43:00.000-08:00

My day begin in a wonderful morning where I kinda actually have a good mood to go to work and so on. There are lots of stuffs to be done and I didn't complain a bit, I was working and talking to Chai at the same time. We were like laughing and talking craps and so on and I did my job properly with actual mood.

Then here comes the part where someone just have to ruin your perfect day of life. "DEXTER!!! Lu Kong Kao Ah Boey!!!" it means 'dexter, you done speaking?' but its not a question, its actually a statement to like fuck you up your back. Who was he you ask? He is the so called "KIC" (Kitchen In charge) Ben Wong. I don't know his fucking full name and I don't give a shit.

As if this is not enough, just now when we were spring cleaning. HE DID NOTHING TO HELP! all he did was change to his t-shirt and stand beside there hugging his fat stomach and nag. after awhile he disappear. What I did? I scrub the whole wall white again and also scrub all the shelf that they keep those pans and will leave those black stains. I was satisfied with the sparkling white wall and so on. Here is the thing, I use a water hos that I manage to get from the store room full of items. Seriously the store room like so damn small and they order like so damn much stocks untill it need to stack like higher than normal people and the water hos was like at the bottom left corner so imagine i have to take everything out and place everything back again. so after spring cleaning i was tired and I didnt plan to keep back the water hos in the storeroom so i just place it in the kitchen under one of those shelf NEATLY. and guess what, he ask me to keep it back in the store room. FINE I KEEP, so this time, I THROW everything out on the WET floor because service staff is like bleaching the floor and keep it back. and like that's not enough, he have to scan each and everything in the kitchen but he himself didnt do a damn thing. I keep a can of 7up revive drink in the fridge thinking i could drink tomorrow morning since i have to do opening again, but then he said i have to take it back. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??? its just a fucking can of drink and I cant keep it there for one night? fine, I dont wanna drink and i throw it away. go fuck your self. congratulations for ruin my good day you useless low life piece of shit.

Look, you are the KIC and if you dont wanna work then get lost I dont mind, I will do those jobs you dont wanna do. If you dont wanna help, Get lost I dont mind helping my self in fact I rather do my job my self than seeing you shit face. If you dont wanna talk then shut the fuck up. No one gives a shit and we are not robots so we need entertainment and he HAVE to talk. The only thing is, If you dont wanna do all those then dont fucking show your arrogance here. You dont need to keep picking and pushing on other people. We know you are the fucking KIC so go Kiss Your Fat ass somewhere else and dont bother us doing our jobs.

Here is a warning, I've already been controlling my patience over you so please don't force my fist to do the talking cause I swear to god I will fucking send you to ICU if I lose my self. This is a promise I WILL DEFINITELY KEEP!!!

hate

2012-01-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

Right now i just felt like punching and breaking some things but unfortunately i've got nothing to break. Yeah i admit, my temper is going off badly, i've got less patients than i usually have and I dont know shit of what i am doing.

I'm messed up, I dont know if i will ever loved again, I dont know if i can be loyal again, I dont know what the fuck am i suppose to do.
I hate this cursed, I hate it when i really loved someone and i cant be with them, I hate it then I wanted to give everything to someone that loved me but i just cant give them enough, I hate it that all those people i loved eventually will leave me for someone else.
Am i really that bad a person? am i really that second hand guy that could only be your part time lover? Am I really that useless that I couldn't love enough? what the fuck is love anyway?
Fuck this shit, I hate all of this, I hate this feelings, I hate it when i suddenly missed you and then something in my mind tells me "she will never be yours so go fuck your self!!!"
I hate it when my mind tells me "You've fucked up yr life long time ago!"
I hate my love life
I hate my own life

I hate my work life
I hate my self for being so useless

I hate that i dont know shit of what happening
I hate everything...

I used to

2012-01-16T08:35:00.000-08:00

I used to make fun of you when u did something wrong,
I used to make fun of you even when u are right,
I used to be there for you when you called me in the middle of the night,
I used to accompany you every night before you go to bed,
I used to say silly things to make you smile,
I used to DO silly things just to make you laugh,
I used to beat you in games just to hear you swear "WEI FUK YOU!!!",
I used to hug you when you cry,
I used to see you sleep like a pig,
I used to listen to your snores the whole night,
I used to kiss you good night,
I used to you kissing my forehead before you went out,
I used to you kissing me good night,
I used to see act like a kid,
I used to see you act like a barbarian,
I used to see you act like a princess,
I used to see you act so damn mature in front of my parents,
I used to think you are the one,
I used to think maybe you are not the one,
I used to think maybe there is someone better for you,
I used to think maybe I am just not right for you,
I used to think we are from different worlds,
I used to think we are not suitable for each other,
I used to...
I used to...
I used to...

Bad day turns good

2012-01-13T17:49:00.000-08:00

I was awake by the cramp on my stomach and i thought it was just a normal everyday toilet thingy. Then i was awake by it the second time and its only 7am and so i went again and then right before my alarm ring the pain woke me up again. My 1st reactions was like "WTF!!!" and then I remembered my work place and all the problems and so on then my reaction change from WTF to "Hell YEAH, I'm gonna get MC!"
I went to the clinic near my house and registered my self. I went there a few times so in my experience the doctor would either be the old Indian guy, a young Malay or Chinese doctor that just graduated not long ago.
Here is the best part, when they called out my name "Dexter! please go to that room" or something like that. Then when I open the door I expect to see those images of those doctors that are playing in my head but in stead I saw A YOUNG n HOT INDIAN DOCTOR!!! OMG!!!
I was actually stunned by the door for like a few seconds and then i manage out let out a soft "good morning doctor"
She has a long straight black hair with some moisture on that looks as if she just came out from the shower, she wore a blue long sleeve body hugging t-shirt that shows off her curves and boobs, and black long jeans i think. I tell you I was Cured of my tummy pain right there and then she she replied "good morning" with she sweet smile attached to it.

hot doctor: so what can i do for you today?
me: I think i am starting to have diarrhea coz my stomach like cramp and i went to the toilet like 3 times since this morning already. (in my mind, you? do for me? urm... damn you are hot, can we go on a date?)
hot doctor: *super sweet smile* I see, did you ate anything unusual last night or just now?
me: Well, I went to manhattan fish market for dinner last night. (in my mind, the tuna wrap was awful... it sucks)
hot doctor: Yeah well they can be crappy at times.
me: (in my mind, WTF! did she just read my mind?)

When i asked her for a MC and told her i was working in a kitchen, she smile as if she already know i wanted it and said "can i give you a time chit instead? you can go to work if you are feeling better later." and i was like "Oh, okey sure..."
Well, I dont mind if I have that a time chit or a mc, I am not gonna waste my diarrhea sickness day going back to work. Why didnt she believe If i really am having diarrhea? is it that she used to tell that lies when she were younger? I know most people did.
Nah... I dont mind... at least today is a good start of a bad day. I'm happy enough i get to stay home (or maybe go out with friends if i felt better later *evil grin*) and also meet a Hot Doctor! and my stomach is calling me again. bye bye

fuuuu...

2012-01-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

Have you even felt really excited that you wanna watch a movie but then each and every person you asked to join you kinda turn you down?
Well, today is my offday and i really wanna watch that Jet Li movie. Its out on cinemas 2 weeks ago i think. Its a remake of an old fashion swords play martial art thingy but then it turns out my friends are busy and some dont really wanna watch this kinda movie.
I'm ok with it, really... I dun blame them because they have their own plans or so...

and so I stayed in my grandma's house the whole day and was lazy to do anything. Thats when my grandma suddenly come out with a question that I dont really know how to answer.

Grandma: Why did you come alone? Where is your girlfriend?
Me: I dont have any remember?
Grandma: what happen to the last one?
Me: *speechless
Grandma: Or that other one? or the one before? They dump you? or you dump them?
Me: Its the pass and I dont wanna talk bout it...
Grandma: *laughs and walk away...

The thing is, when i had a girlfriend I keep going out or finding spare time just to be with them. and because of this, my family will keep saying that i keep going out whole day and was never home and so and so and so bla bla bla...
But now that I'm single, I dont have anywhere to go, I dont have any plans, and I dont have anyone with me, they will start to ask questions here and there. My parents were like surprise that i stayed home they whole day.

Well, i guess as long as I have animes, games, movies, books and a few bottle of beers then I'll be fine... I'm gonna go cook something to eat now, not hungry but just want to munch on something. You guys have fun right... See yah~

2 0 1 2

2012-01-03T09:30:00.000-08:00

Hell, I dun even know if people read my blog. I just post it as fun an as a diary of shit stuff that happens to me in my life. Maybe when i grow old and about to die i could read back all these things that is IF i can even pass this year...
Well, U know that say world will end in 2012... I dun really care if it is true or not... I just wanna be with my soul mate when it happens (that is IF i have one).

There was a new part-timer in the kitchen today. We call him Leong or something like that. He's a nice fella and also hardworking i guess. We were like crapping and suddenly some pretty girls walk by and we were looking then Leong came and join in so i asked "are u single?" he answered "nop" then i said " then u dont have to look d mah! u already have someone... this is for us singles..." then there is one thing i never understand... Leong said he dont believe that I'm single... WTF!!! i really am single... and he said i am lying... omg... is it so hard to believe? even Jacky said if he dont know me he will think i am in a relationship!

I was kinda sad... As people always told me, maybe i dun have what they called 'Love Fate' or whatever. On the countdown for 2012 i was still working and i fan out to the roadside just to stare at the fireworks and there was an imagine of me kissing my girlfriend and telling her happy new year in my head, too bad i dont know who she is...

I admit, I felt kinda lonely that night. I spend 1.30 hours stuck in the traffic jam in my car and looking at all those couples in their bikes and cars beside. i notice that i was the only car without passengers. The traffic was so stuck but there is one small little Savvy that shake like mad and its all because there were 2 couples dancing in the car!!! haha... i laugh alone... its like funny watching they at that moment.

Well, tomorrow is my offday and i seriously dont have plans.Actually i wanted to go out for movies with someone and just talk crap but then I've kinda been rejected? i dont know. Some of my other friends were kinda busy so Guess I'll just go back to grandma's house and start working full shift the whole week again.

Happy 2 0 1 2!!! cheers...

With You

2011-12-07T10:58:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, there live a simple minded boy. He like to play computer games and sports but always sleeps in class. Well, he is not popular in school and usually likes being alone in a corner reading his fantasy novels. One day, he get to know a girl while playing some online games. They chatted and become very good friends. At the end of the day, they exchange phone numbers and stared text-ing each other everyday.

Apparently, He falls in love with her and they started dating but there was only one matter that stands between them... Distance... They lived very far away from each others but still they were a very loving couple. He would call her every night and day just to hear her voice. She would want to talk to him untill she fell asleep and everyday he would wake up before her and give her a wake up call just to get her ready for classes. He would say "I will be your guardian angel."

Months passed, and they have seen each others only 2 times in all these months. He missed her even more each day. She needs him even more everyday but, he could not be there for her every time. She felt even more lonely as days passed. Distance is between them. She blamed him for not being able to be with her. He too blame him self for the same thing. Every night they would argue on the same matter, every night he would shed tears and punch the walls to blame him self. Untill one day...

One fine day, she found someone else. Someone that could be there whenever she needed someone to lean on, someone that could be there to wipe off her tears, someone that could care and make her happy and she wouldn't felt lonely anymore. He found out but said nothing. in the day, he locks himself in his room and stare at the empty wall, at night he went out just to look at the stars and finally he made a choice. Something that might turn him into a bad person and also at the same time hurt him so deeply that he could almost die. He decided to let her go, to force her away, to be a bad person and said he do not need her anymore and wants her out of his life. He was thinking that someone would take good care of her and at least she would be happy.

3 years had passed and one day... She broke up with someone, they had a very terrible fight, and she was very down, She did a lot of bad things to hurt her self, she was feeling so lonely that she just wish her life would end just like this when suddenly, her phone rang... It was him, the boy who fell in love with her 3 years ago. They had a great chat and she was feeling better. They missed each other very much. She told him she wished that he could be here with her now, and so he asked her to close her eyes, switch off her room light, turn around and slowly open her eyes. He was standing by her window smiling at her with arms wide open. She couldn't control her tears, she ran towards him and just fall into his arms. They Held each other in a way that says "I missed you more than anything".
"Why are you here?" she ask...
"Lets just say it was a miracle" he answered...
and as old times, he accompany her untill she fall asleep but this time he was by her side. He was gone when she woke up but he left a note by her side.
"Whenever you need me, I would always be by your side."

Each time she was sad or needed someone on that very night, He would call her on her cell and say "close your eyes, turn off your room lights, turn around and slowly open your eyes..." and there he was always with her. Always there for her but...
(as i always said, nothing is perfect and there will always be a but...)

But... one day, he stops appearing. He no longer text or call her. She could not get in touch with him. The number he used to call her was no longer available. That was when the service center told her that the number was not in used for more than 3 years. She was shocked and couldn't find any answers to her questions.

On that very night when she was about to fall asleep, she notice there was a letter stuck beside her bed and so she open it. There was an old cut out news paper from 3 years ago saying that boy died in a car accident they day he broke up with her, and there was also a letter in his own writing... as she read it, tears began to flow...

"I'm very sorry I could not appear by your side any more. By now you should have know that I am no longer alive. Do you remember that i used to say i will be your guardian angel? Well, I did that, but as an angel, we would have to go back on top and i could not bear to leave you here... so I did the one thing that no angel would dare to do. I Clipped off my wings to stay with you forever. Without my wings i have no powers, I could not appear for you to see me but I will always be by your side. If you meet a wall in live, I would break it for you. If you were to drown in life, I would safe you. If you were left in the dark, I would light up the way for you. You could not see me but I will always be with you. I would always be your guardian angel...
I love you... and will forever love you..."

Lost

2011-12-01T08:42:00.000-08:00

I am standing on a crossroad,
Each road leading to a place that i don't know,
And i don't know which should i take,
Or should i just stay here,
I do not know whats left here that keeps me from staying anymore,
Besides my family, my friends, and the beautiful night skies,
There is nothing left for me here,
I wonder if people would even miss me when i leave,
I wonder how they would feel with me gone,
I wonder if there is someone who would say "I wish i had stop him from going or at least i'll go with him.",
But the world is never kind,
Never fair,
Never perfect for anyone,
There is always a catch in everything,
A price we all have to pay for the things we gain,
Nothing is free,
Not even Love, because you pay with Hurts,
Not even Sweetness, because you pay with Bitterness,
Not even Hate, because you pay with Betrayal and Lies,
Not even Happiness, because you pay with sadness,
Not even Companionship, because you pay with Loneliness,
Not even Fulfillment, because you pay with Emptiness,
And don't think that you have gain what you got because there is a price and it can also backfire at you,
I'm still standing at the crossroad,
I really do not know what I really want,
Maybe you are right that I never really let it all go,
Maybe this is why it still hurts,
And maybe that is why i still felt alone empty fallen break,
sometimes I just wish I could rip my heart out and wash it clean then maybe i could feel different and maybe i could really see what i really want,
I know, I emo, down, useless piece of shit or whatever you called it.
standing on a crossroad and don't know which to pick,
I'm Lost In Life...

Love?

2011-11-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

Some might know the answers, Some might even know the meaning, but I've been asking my self for so many damn years the same question "What Is Love? How Does It Feels like to fall in Love?" and every time when I thought I have the answers, things starts to goes side ways and everything is messed up again. Now I'm asking you to think, Do you really know what is love? can you be 100% sure that what you and your partner are 100% in love and that there is no deceptions or anything freaking accident that can or might or will happen in the future that will tear your heart out and leave you to suffer and rot in some stranded place where nobody seems to care bout you? If your answer to all that is "Yes, you are 100% sure" then this i congratulate you and may the power of love brings you and your partner happiness.

Someone told me, "maybe you should take some time and really think about it". The truth is, I've fallen in love, or at least i think i did, and it was way deeper than i've ever imagine. I tried each and everyway to be with her, I tried to make her happy, I sacrifices my time and health for her but... (have to remind you guys there is always a 'BUT' in everything) and so... But... It still wasn't enough. And so i've fallen into hell. DEEP HELL... I lose my self, I gone mad, crazy, bang my head against the wall, scratch my self till my arms bleed, punch something so hard that something break, cried every night to sleep. but with all this... i ask my self "was it worth it? If she can be co cold hearted and say straight to my face that she dont love me and she dont wanna be with me, then why must i still cried over her?" and then i came to realise that there are people out there that will appreciate you for who you are. Its not about looks, Its not about body shape that you have to be this pretty and sexy like Megan Fox then only i would wanna be with you. Although everybody would want that but its not the point. Sometimes, Something are just not meant to be. Sometimes you just need to learn the hard way.

In my darkest days, someone rescue me. Someone shows me that there are people that still cares. Someone been there for me and i don't felt alone but, (as always there is still a but) but... I cant be with her, why you ask? easy... I don't know what is love. I don't know if i do love her or not. It wouldn't be fair for her. and I don't know how she feels for me. as a friend? or more? I really cant tell. She is not as sexy or as pretty as other girls but her heart is pure and she cares... and what i like about her is all those imperfects that makes her perfect but she felt like a replacement and its just not fair for me to be with her although i really want to but its just not fair for her. All i can do now is just live my single life and maybe one day she will accept me.

Still, I ask my self "what is love?" and still I don't have a specific answer for that question. It all depends on the person. Different person have different point of view and so we all have our own different answer. For me... all i know now is instead of happiness, love also brings along a evil friend call 'Hurt' and 'Heartbreak'. So I didn't really found my answer, at least not yet...

To all happy couples out there, I wish you the best luck and love... Seriously... good luck...

Remember The Name - Dexxie

2011-01-09T10:08:00.000-08:00

*walks in and look around*
*shows the V sign and smile*
*Ahem*.... here we go~

Althought these moments wont last forever,
as times pass by they will flow down the river,
I'll just use a net to hold it all together,
dont worry if they flow pass coz there will be another,
I'm not dump but i'm not that clever,
maybe sometimes i can even lose my temper,
but as time swings I'll learn to be better,
as i grow up I wanna be a leader,
but right now I'm still someone else's woker,
as u read more u might think I'm a rapper,
but seriously I'm not I'm just a crapper,
and to tell u the truth my brain works like a craker,
when I sleeps i like to hug my bolster,
and when i work i might get some blister,
coz in the kitchen i like to make my blades sharper,
holding my blades and swings around the corner,
it feels so good I'm like the Grim Reaper,
then I'll laugh out loud like Batman's Joker,
throw a tomato like a baseball pitcher,
mix in some herbs and even some pepper,
lets start a party and make it wilder,
stack some cards and make the Eiffel Tower,
then make Godzilla fight with the Power Ranger,
or maybe Sylvester Stallone VS Arnold Schwarzenegger,
but then again I'm just a dreamer,
and when my dream came true I'll be an owner,
maybe I'll even get my self a life partner,
so to everyone thats reading please REMEMBER,
my nick's DEXXIE and my name's DEXTER!!!

*bows* thank you~ thank you~ *blush*

Eminem - no love (dexxie's version)

2011-01-09T10:06:00.000-08:00

Chours:
Its so hard but i see
I'm not perfect as you want me to be
but baby I'm not gonna leave,
so I'm beggin you please, dont leave me, dont leave me, no more...
whenever theres is love
somewhere theres still space to feel hurt
but still i'm not gonna leave,
and I'm beggin you please, dont leave me, dont leave me, no more...

verse 1:
throw hurt on me and force me to leave
but i'm not going coz i'll be staying so please
I've been to hell and back
I know how it feels to have a crack
in your heart when you hurt
like broken glass cover in dirt
so dont say that i dun understand how u feel when u say u hate me
coz when i dont say a thing dont mean that i dont care when you curse me
but in the end i still swallow my anger
coz to see you happy is all that matters
that smile change everything
even the world stops moving
but its the sad side that makes me wonder
why am I not strong enough to save you from this world
and it feels so empty to see the sky
filled with dark clouds thats about to cry
and when i close my eyes
please dont tell me goodbye...

Chours:
Its so hard but i see
I'm not perfect as u want me to be
but baby i'm not gonna leave ,
so I'm beggin you please, dont leave me, dont leave me, no more...
whenever there is love
somewhere theres still space to feel hurt
but still I'm not gonna leave,
and I'm beggin you please, dont leave me, dont leave me, no more...

Verse 2:
Inject me with more dose of morphine
so the pain in me wont be chockin
I wont wanna dream of me leavin
and I wont wanna see that you're going
away from me to some place that I've never been
somwhere so far that i cant even feel you within
I wont even imagine of how it feel
I wont have the courage to face it when it's real
I cant wish to go back to the past
for i wont know how long this magic will last
so for now all i can do is pray
that you will understand how i feel about it one day
someday I will realise that this is all a dream
and to wake up with you by my side not wanting to scream
to see you smile just light up the darkness
and to put back all the broken pieces
bring back the happiness
and when i finally open my eyes
you will be by my side
and it wont be goodbye...............

Friends Forever

2011-01-09T10:01:00.000-08:00

Alone so lonely with nothing to hold,
moisture around you keeping you cold,
days are hard to pass yet you are getting old,
but you never give up and do as you were told,

you keep on fighting and will not admit defeat,
you never stops and will never retreat,
you feel all the pain and yet you bear the heat,
you believe that one day your dreams will be complete,

but sometime you win and sometimes you lose,
and for sure that you will get some bruise,
as days passed you will be more confuse,
you struggle among your self to find an excuse,

But...

Relax my dear friend and just let it be,
look away from sadness just look at me,
your feelings of confusion and pain will soon be free,
you will feel comfort and safe because as a true friend this I can guarantee...

Lets Try

2010-10-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

What you are seeing is Cintan Mee (curry flavoured) + Double Sausage + Egg half cooked + A slice of Cheddar Cheese...

it tasted just nice to me... maybe some of you would call it weird... but... i think you should giv it a try...

Love?

2010-05-30T09:45:00.000-07:00

* I played a game with this storyline so i decided to tell you guys since some, mayb most of you dont play games but of coz i edited the story line a little *

In ancient times, so long ago that no one can remember when, even before proper words were spoken, when eveything is so magical, there were greens all over the place, everywhere is full of wild life and ancients carved stature.
In a small village, Wonder was an odinary boy who fell in love with the beautiful girl Mono. they were so happy together n deeply in love. they promise each other that they will be together forever no matter what happens.

But, nothing turns out perfect in every reality. A terrible storm strikes, lightining shoots down several times and burn down houses, wind were so strong that people have to grab on something or they will be blown away. Few days later, the village's Mono must be sacrifice to save the village.

she died... I dun know how but she died. Wonder was so in pain that he stole the ancient sword from his village n carry Mono on Agro (his horse) into a forbidden temple. It was told that in this forbidden temple a devil's soul was split into 16 sections and was kept inside 16 different colossus.

Wonder ask the devil to help revive Mono, but in order to revive Mono, Wonder have to defeat all 16 colosssus for the devil to regain his power. Each Colossus have at least 1 vital spot and only that ancient magical sword that Wonder have can defeat it. after defeating each of them, the devil's soul will went into Wonder's body.

*here is 2 of the picture, imagine me having hard times fiding the vitals n claimbing to it*

The head of the village found out and went to stop Wonder but they were too late, the devil was revived and Wonder turns into it. The head cast a magical black hole so suck in all evil, and they ran away. hoping everything will be just fine.

The devil promise to revive Mono, and so he did... Mono woke up only to find Wonder gone and to find that she was in the ancient temple, she realise that there was a baby crying somewhere nearby, as she walk closer, it was Wonder but with 2 little horns in his head... she carry him to the top of the temple, and then...

the story ends...

it was sad... but nothing is perfect and nothing last forever. everything you wish for has a price to pay. Wonder pay it with his life, he rather giv up his life to save Mono... is that really love? or only his stupidity...

Half GRILLED Eggs

2010-02-21T06:37:00.000-08:00

This is Humpty :

This is Dumpty:

They have been sitting on the GRILLER for more than an hour...

Break them up...

and you have a nice half Grilled egg for breakfast!!!

last 10min!!!

2009-12-14T20:11:00.000-08:00

the other day, shipment just arrived (i dunno from where but since its japanese restanrant i guess its from japan) there are a few big blogs of DRY ICE!!!

since we finish clearing dee, n there is still 10min before we go for our split shif.. so... we entertain our self with the DRY ICE!!!! WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ *thank god now a have a phone with camera if not i wont have all these pictures dee*

When we 1st put all in the sink...

add more hot water!!!

*Urm... i'm not sucking it... i'm bowling it...*

they r just having fun when there is little left... hahah~

useless

2009-12-02T09:03:00.000-08:00

Well, If you understand.. please tell me what u think. u support what the DJ said?

If you dont understand, i'll try to explain to you...

Its about a 16 years old girl call up to a radio station and say just break up with a guy, she say the guy flirt with a lot of the girls...

the DJ ask did she go out with her, how many times?
she said 3 times,
DJ ask, that 3 times got do anything?
she said got, they have sex.

DJ: when was yr 1st sex?
girl: when i was 14 --------------------( seeeeee 14 years old 1st time gone!!! what an idiot)

then the DJ ask her about did she think of her future? from the DJ point of view she wont have a good future and so on.

the girl say tat she will find a better guy,

Dj said that "we r not in this topic dee, i ask about your future... think of the future, if you got baby then how?"
girl: ask him feed lor...
DJ: then if he dunwan?
girl: what dunwan he hav to...
DJ: he dunwan then dunwan lar... now adays a lot of people also like this wan mar... they dunwan u cant do anything also wan mar...

(i cut short)
Dj said, i also can think that u play wan mar... u go online and find a guy then after 3 times u can hav sex with him even me also can think that u play wan lar...

if suddenly hav baby how? if have aids how? that guy can go out with a lot of girls what if he got hiv then u die lor? have aids for life wan... your parents never teach u wan meh?

*then the DJ said he dunwan to talk with her dee then give a a very good advice*
*for your information, the girl said she working as a waitress*

Imagine, 16 years old how come not in school but working as waitress? (y must work part time? need money so badly meh?)
14 years old time already have sex?
what the fuck is wrong in all your brains???

(i lazy wanna explain dee, you get the picture lar)

laughs~

2009-11-23T09:44:00.000-08:00

I got this out of my emails~

Q: Why are condoms transparent?
A: So that sperms can at least enjoy the scene even if their entry is Restricted!

Signboard outside a prostitute's house:
Married MEN not allowed. We serve the needy, not the greedy...

New AIDS awareness slogan:
Try different positions with the same woman instead of same position with different women.

Why is Sex like shaving?
Well, because no matter how well you do it today... tomorrow you'll have to do it again..

Q: Why do 90% of gals have left boob bigger than right?
A: Bcoz 90% of boys are right handed.

Q: What is the difference between an UNDERWEAR & a STAGE CURTAIN?
A: When you pull down the STAGE CURTAIN, the show is over, but when you pull down the UNDERWEAR..... it is SHOWTIME!

Q: What is the similarity between a wife and a chewing gum?
A: Both are sweet in the beginning but become tasteless and shapeless later

Advantages of having an affair with a married women.
They give like hell.
They do not yell.
They do not tell.
They do not swell and there is no wedding bell!

My dad told me that if Adam and Eve were Chinese, we would be still in Paradise .. Why?
Because they would have eaten the snake instead of the bloody apple!

Backstage of a 5 star

2009-11-17T08:00:00.000-08:00

In the front, a 5 star hotel is magnificent, beautiful, so high class, and everyone is so polite and helpfull. almost similar to heaven.

but what about the view from its back?
let me giv you a view from my experience.

hmmm... lets see...

the loading bay is very near to main big rubbish area. haha... Imagine how your food tasted like.

there is a smooking area right beside the loading bay but not really much people tend to smoke there. If you think this is good, think again.

let me tell you where all the smokers go for their smoking breaks, IN THE LOCKER ROOM!!!

Well, clearly out side of the locker room door there is a NON-SMOKING SIGN but people tend to ignore it. Is it so hard to walk to the smoking area that is already prepared for all the staff?

"Hotel rules, did you know 1mm hair can contain up to 50,000 germs in it?"
because of this we have to cut short hair, of course for personal hygiene and so on... BUT what about all that germs from all the smokes that is hanging, sticking, oozing, flowing, contaminating from everyone's uniform into the air and mayb mostly into your food?

Imagine if 1mm hair can contain 50,000 germs then how much germs do you suck in everyday while you are in a hotel?

Well, maybe if i die of cancer and the found whole bunch of smokes in me and you will start to wonder, "what the fuck? Dexter dont smokes!!!"

besides, not only smoking in the locker room is a problem, the backstage of a hotel is way more dirty than what you guys have been looking at from the front.

let me ask you a question, whenever you go in a washroom in a 5star hotel, nice right? feels like you can even sleep in there right?
let me tell you that in our staff locker room, everytime i go in there, it feels like I'm gonna puke anytime!!! Imagine the smell, Imagine the yellowish colour sticking everywhere. sometimes i wonder do they pee on the floor or in the toilet?

Most of my friends, cousins, reletives ask me this
"WAH!!! you work in a 5star hotel wor... the food must be very nice lor... everyday also you eat nice nice food lor?"
and my answer is
"I miss my mom's cooking even more. not because i cant get a chance to taste her cooking, but its because the staff meal kinda sucks in a way."

Its not that i wanna complain about the food. but sometimes i think thay can do better.
Honestly, deep fry fish? all the time? what about stim fish?
roasted chicken? and too dry? how about braise? or just boil? at least there is some moisture right?

Oh, there is one time when the cook the red bean soup thingy. well, something like hot dessert and its Tasteless!!! just like drinking plain water that is red in colour.
and there is another time i drink the rose syrup juice (they have different flavours everyday) and 2hours later i went to the toillet and my stomach hurts like hell.

Well, dont hate me for saying all this. Its just an opinion from a nobody. I'm just telling the truth.

Bird-day

2009-10-18T04:37:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wonder how well your friends know you? your ex- gf/bf, your family, your love ones and all those bitches out there???

Well... I just realise... not all friends can be trusted... but at least i got a few... mayb less than 10 but its enough for me dee...

I got a present thats way beyond my expectation... I love it very much... and that is when i realise that somehow... someone still know what i like after all these years...

Happy belated bird bird day Dexxie~

fucked up management!

2009-08-21T19:17:00.000-07:00

Kitchen Working hour.

Split shif - 10am to 2.30pm *break* 6pm to 10.30pm

thats your anyone that dun know what split means...

we all have to work split from monday to friday...

saturday and sunday we have to work 9.5hours straight... FOR 3 MONTHS!

1. where the hell are we suppose to go between that 4 hours splt?
2. if we stay like 5min drive back to our house then nvm lar. but what if some of us stay like 30-45min drive?
3. waste of money for petrol and also waste of all our time.
4. we dont get any split shif allowance and our pay is like so low and we have to work our ass off.
5. we dont have any freedom anymore, why? because we eat, sleep, work, sleep again and work again... tiring? try that your self

If you can think of any logical benefits (not for swensens but for us because they never fucking think about their staff situation but they just wan the benefits for them self) ,
plz feel free to tell us...

Oh, by the way... If any of swensens management or even the big bos is reading this, if you dont like my additude then go fuck your self coz i dun fucking care... sue me you mother fuckka!

mouse

2009-08-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

I was listening to my Mp3 while doing closing, after all the washing, cleaning, some preparation, and clearing... I went to throw rubbish and when i came back, Nascari was pointing in a rubbish bin.

at 1st, i didnt saw anthing in there but as i look closely, its was also looking up at me... so helpless, so sad, so small...

It have curved round ears, black eyes witha tiny little nose and legs...

i never really kill animals so i took it... went to let it go somewhere beside gurney plaza and it ran off...

well... at least i feel good not kiling it... and its so cute....

Burn Baby Burn!!!

2009-06-24T21:52:00.000-07:00

24-06-2009,

suddenly there was 1 long table and a few other tables just came in. I'm suppose to work at 2pm but its only 1.30pm and only Anas n Nascari was in the kitchen. so i decided to go in early n help. but it turns out that,

1- Anas is busy doing stock ordering. JUST STARTED???
2- Soup of the day left 2 portion and not yet standby.
3- some of the mis-en-plus was not ready yet.

Ok, we cant blame them coz only 2 of them doing opening and they need time. So i rust like i've just grown another 2 hands and then the orders start coming in, I ask anas to settle the stock ordering while i prepare the food ( salads, pizza, pasta, griller ) I dont have to worry about the deep fryer coz Nascari only know how to do there and anas can help to look out.

Ahem... Here is when it all started... I was focusing on the order list and keep concentrate on what i should do it to save time n i wont have to do double job...
after a few orders that went out smoothly, suddenly... when i open the OVEN... I dunno what the hell happen i started jumping around looking for water... dash to the tap, turn it on, and let the running water rinse my arm...

wanna see whats next? Here...

went to the doctor this morning...

Dexter: it still hurts like its burning...
Doctor: Oh... This wan ar... you will feel the BURNING SENSATION about a week lor...
Dexter: WHAT??!! 1 WEEK AR???!!!
Doctor: yes, dont worry, I'll give a some cream to apply on to prevent infections, the cream have some antibiotic syrup in it so i wont have to giv you any antibiotic. and also i'll give you some Painkillers just in case... So in about 2weeks plus your skin all will turn back to normal...
Dexter: *sign* ok ok... but i cant work like this...

so today i'm under MC, but 2moro... not sure yet... if it gets worst then mc again lor..

Sweet lar...

2009-05-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

~[May LyNn]~ says:
dex dex dex dexter

~[May LyNn]~ says:
go c ur blog

~[May LyNn]~ says:
i put some shout out

Dekusutaa says:
=.=

Dekusutaa says:
wait i go check

~[May LyNn]~ says:
lolx

~[May LyNn]~ says:
not put

~[May LyNn]~ says:
post

~[May LyNn]~ says:
haaha

this is what she post " *hugz* dun worry k.. rules are meant to be broken!! HAHA we find one fine day bomb the whole outlet.. *wink* "

Dekusutaa says:
bomb? serious?

Dekusutaa says:
lolz

~[May LyNn]~ says:
yea

~[May LyNn]~ says:
we go buy

~[May LyNn]~ says:
hahaha

~[May LyNn]~ says:
how dare they make my syang angry

~[May LyNn]~ says:
and because of them

~[May LyNn]~ says:
i felt bored whole afternoon, evening and night today

Dekusutaa says:
haha....

~[May LyNn]~ says:
serious la

~[May LyNn]~ says:
gailor

~[May LyNn]~ says:
waited for ur sms

~[May LyNn]~ says:
is like waiting for rain

~[May LyNn]~ says:
u better say sorry to my mom

Dekusutaa says:
y???

~[May LyNn]~ says:
she jadi my mangsa today

~[May LyNn]~ says:
dunno how to lepaskan geram waiting for ur sms

~[May LyNn]~ says:
she pula kena

~[May LyNn]~ says:
but i sayang her more than u

This also :
" lolx.. oh yea, the people there damn cool but not the management.. u tell me where is the HQ i go hunt them down for u... HAHHAHA "

*ahem..... at least i still got someone that can make me smile* Wooooooooo~

( = . = ) o0o

2009-05-14T07:20:00.001-07:00

Here are the rules that you need to follow:

You have to be in your full uniform including yr cap, apron, glove and so on before you punch in.

You cannot go out of the kitchen before you finish work. You cannot take off any part of your
uniform before you finish work.

You cannot talk, play, laugh, HAVE FUN with other staff INCLUDING KITCHEN STAFF.

You cannot read books/paper, use your handphone to sms, watch movies on your phone, play games while you are working. You can only do all that after you punch out.

In other words you have to turn your self into a zombie that have to feeling and work your ass off for us as we give you low pay because we are cheap bustards that have no feelings or intertst in you because we are just using you as our tools so that we can earn profits and we can keep them without telling you how much we earn and still cut all the cost of each and every food in the menu that they are earning more than 50% (If my culculation were right its more than 100%) to feed their fat ass so that they can rot in hell…

Thank you for working with us and please come back again…

()‘’’’’’() o0o
( = .= ) ( … )
(, )(‘’)(‘’) FUCK YOU!!!
___________________

Superheroes

2009-05-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

Superhero 1Name: Booburn
powers1: ability to burn boobs of any size.
Power2: ability to change his boobs size.
Power 3: ability to burst villains boobs.

Superhero2
Name: Manimani
Power1: ability to change paper into money
Power2: ability to talk nonstop
Power3: ability to cubit villains and make them suffer.

Superhero3
Name: AnasBOB
Power1: ability to “raba punggung lelaki”
Power2: ability to make weird sound
Power3: ability to kill girls with his cuteness

Superhero4
Name:Nallie
Power1: ability to ignore people till death
Power2: ability to make others have heart attack
Power3: ability to create names such as ‘benben and jenjen’

Superhero5
Name: Daniel the ladder
Power1: ability to date girls of any size
Power2: ability to reach for high area
Power3: ability to shoot someone when he is in the mood

Superhero6
Name:Thapa-man
Power1: ability to do 3mans job
Power2: ability to shoot his bullets 3meter far.
Power3: ability to ‘chickneh’ nonstop.

Superhero7
Name: Nas-cari-takjumpa
Power1: ability to slow his own time
Power2: ability to move and think slow
Power3: ability to NOT speak and understand.

Superhero8
Name:Dexxie
Power1: ability to become blur in brain
Power2: ability to do silly things
Power3: ability to create this crazy things

Stupid

2009-05-10T20:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday (mother's day and it was on sunday) I started work at 2pm but i reach there at 1.48pm...

OMG... FULL HOUSE!!! and they were so bz... so i just took out my hat and change then rush in the kitchen to help...

It went on untill around 5pm we get to rest for about 1 hour to take our staff meal. that time there was only 2 tables... then suddenly... FULL HOUSE again... and it goes on nonstop... untill 9pm i wanna do closing but still i have to do orders.

after my closing... when i wanted to punch out that time... FUCK!!! I just notice i forget to punch in...!!!!

The rules there, "if u forget to punch in then no matter u are there or not, yr half day salary will be gone!!!" ( no one can save you)

so... BYE BYE to my half day salary n I was damn tired....

The Chosen One

2009-04-28T00:01:00.000-07:00

There is one magical place far away guard by furious defend system that no man can penetrate, every month the defend system will upgrade it self, changing its settings and become more and more powerful.

Legend said if one person can get into that magical place, that person will obtain power beyond all and will be given a new life. but sadly, most of them tried and die...

people train them self to become strong and powerful, some of them even have special powers and some even created a large group of army...

Sargent: They day have come... we must attack before it can mutate again... before it will become stronger...

so they make their way to the magical cave... once they enter the cave, suddenly it trigger the defend system...

Sargent: If we die, We die with Honor!!!... ATTACK!!!

The cave have laser guns and heat sensing system... guns firing, hundreds and hundreds have died...

Someone: The Sargent is down!!!
Someone else: Forget about him, lets move forward before we get killed too... AHHHH... I"m HIT!!!

more and more were dead....

until there were 3 people with special powers...

A= strong arms

B= Laser eye

C= the crazy guy

3 of them reach the magical place... but there is still one layer of defend there... the magical place is located in a huge ball like thingy...

A used his strong arms to try to punch his way in, he used all his force and hit it with one powerful punch.... BOINK~~~ Oh no, its soft and like a spring, the force bounce back and hit A and then A was sent flying and hit his head on a wall... A was dead...

B laugh and then use his laser eye to try to break the soft layer... PIU PIU PIU~~~ the later shoots and hit it... Yes... did he got it???
NO... its deflected his laser and the laser killed B...

C: I guess i'll just try to walk into in...

and so... C try hard with his crazy idea... he keep pushing and pushing the soft later until his hand was in it... soon, he was inside the magical ball...

the ball then merge with him, turning him slowly into a baby...

9 months later... YAY!!!! Baby Dexter was born!!! la la la......

~The End~

What were you thinking?

2009-03-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

hehe... i got this from my email again... i dunno what to update on my blog but i think this is funny.
ok... now have a great laugh!!!

A first-grade teacher, Ms Anna (Age 22 ) was having trouble with one of her students.

The teacher asked the boy, 'what is your problem?'

The boy answered, 'I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!'

Ms Anna had enough. She took the boy to the principal's office. While the boy waited at the reception of the office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.
The principal told Ms Anna he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.

The boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?' Boy: '9'.

Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?' Boy: '36'.

So it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know The principal looks at Ms Anna and tells her, 'I think Boy can go o the third-grade. '

Ms Anna says to the principal, 'I have some of my own questions, can I ask him?' The principal and Boy both agree.

Ms Anna asks, 'What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?

Boy: after a moment 'Legs.'

Ms Anna: 'What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?'

Boy: 'Pockets.'

Ms Anna: 'What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid'?

Boy: 'Coconut'

Ms Anna: 'What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky'?

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, the boy was taking charge.

Boy: 'Bubblegum'

Ms Anna: 'What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs'?

The principal's eyes open really wide again and before he could stop the answer..

Boy: 'Shake hands'

Ms Anna: 'Now, I will ask some who am I sort of questions, ok?'

Boy: 'Yep.'

Ms Anna: 'You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.'

Boy: 'A tent'

Ms Anna: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.

The Principal was looking restless and a bit tense He took one large Vodka peg.

Boy: 'Wedding Ring'

Ms Anna: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.

Boy: Nose

Ms Anna: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.

Boy: Arrow

Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?

Boy: Firetruck

Ms Anna: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get it you have to use your hand.

Boy: Fork

Ms Anna: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife fter they are married?

Boy: Surname

Ms Anna: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?

Boy: 'Heart'

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher : 'Send this boy to Stanford University; I myself got all the answers wrong

Miss Carmen Jee

2009-02-27T07:11:00.000-08:00

9.36pm
when i was slowly clearing up the kitchen... suddenly my phone ring...

*who would call me at this time?*

Dex: hello
Khuen: Hello.. wei... hello hello...
**** no line***
tut tut tut.....

ok... so i ran out somewhere better hoping he would call back again..

Ring*****

Dex: Hello?
Khuen: wei... what u doing?
Dex: working... why?
Khuen: Oh.... eh... Miss Jee just pass away...
Dex... HUH??? WHAT???
Khuen: yeah... Just only... today...
Dex: how? what happen?
Khuen: she got cancer.. long time dee...
Dex: ......... *speechless*

OK... Miss Carmen Jee... My Lecturer... I learn a lot from her... and I actually studied her text book... WOW!!! Dexter Studies!!!

ok... cut the crap...

main point in we all feel happy whenever we are in her classes, whenever there is her lecture...
She would joke with us, make us laugh for no reasons and things like that.

I still remeber what she told me.

"Friends and Studies/work are 2 different things. If because of 1 friend then u giv up and dare not move on, u will lose. not to me or anyone but to yr self. A true friend will know how to balance u with what u are doing. So Dexter, dun giv up and keep yr self steady. Stand Firm!!!"

something like that. *things happen in college thats y i get a chat with her*

Miss Jee, u will always be our teaher, lecturer, whatever u wanna call it. We all thx u very much for all the things that u have given us...

Thank You Miss Jee....

How to Served Chicken Wings to a Man!!!

2009-01-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

Check This Out!!!

Bored with it..

2008-12-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

Chicken Chicken Chicken....
Fish Fish Fish...
Beef Beef Beef...
Lamb Lamb Lamb...

tired of the same food?

my chef even sing this song:

"santa clous is coming to town....."

but he change the lyrics n it goes like this...

" kok kok kok kai.... ah...
kok kok kok kai....
kok kok kok kai ah...
every day i eat kai...
eat untill i feel bored and die...."

lol... i add in the last part my self..

feed bored of the same meat everyday? y not go n breed a mixture of animals..
like you go n take cows sperm and put in a goat... haha... come out new version "KamBu"
kambing + lembu.

or... fish n chicken... urm... "Yamikan"

or or...

KamYam
YamBu
kamikan
Buikan

or even Kanineh...!!!

Fragrance of Rice

2008-11-09T20:33:00.000-08:00

Translation From Jay's song...

Dao Xiang / Fragrance of Rice

If you have too many grievances towards this world

Having fallen, you lose the courage to go on

Why do people want to be so weak and fallen?

Please turn on the television now and see for yourself

So many people bravely fighting for their lives

Shouldn't we be content,

Cherish all we have, even if we don't possess them

I still remember you said home is your only castle

Following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream, I continued running　

Smile, I know the childhood dreams　

Don't cry, let the fireflies take you away, escaping　

You will always find serenity in folk songs　

Go home, return to the sweet past

Don't give up so easily, just like what I said,

If the dream can't be reached, then just follow another dream

Add bright colours to your own life

Paint love in your favourite colour

Smile, fame and success isn't the aim

Be happy. That is the whole meaning

(Just like how) I finally found my lost childhood innocence

What is happiness? It's chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till we're exhausted　

Tried to steal fruits but suffered so much beestungs until i am scared. Who's snickering (at me)?

Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind, singing songs till I fall asleep　

Oh~ Oh~ In the afternoon, the guitar chords sound more crisp amidst the cries of the insects　

Cherish everything, even if we don't possess them

Oh~ Oh~ The sunlight shines on the road so there's no need to fear a heartbreak　

Cameron Highlands

2008-11-09T19:57:00.001-08:00

Sorry For The Seriously Slow Update... haha....
all These are august Picture 2008.... BLek..

Strawberry Ice Cream and Strawberries in cream!!!

here is how it grows...

Fruits, FloWers, VegetabLes, and so on....

Brains...

Even tits.... lolz

Lastly Rabbit... so CutE......!!!

ok lar... bye for now...

My vid

2008-10-07T08:17:00.000-07:00

since i dont know what to update and got no idea...

I'll just show u guys about some videos i uploaded in youtube... Yah... Anime Music Videos

I Made Them My Self... haha....

Oh ya... dont forget to go there n rate it or even comment about it...

*I know the quality it a little blur but i seriously dont know how. it looks fine b4 i upload but after i upload it became a little blur...*

ENJOY!!!

Click here --> youtube link

Click here --> youtube link

By Dexxie~

Stupidity

2008-08-20T08:00:00.000-07:00

I leave a offline msg in MSN for my brother... saying i wanna go sleep awhile.. when he wanna play DOTA with me then come call me wake up...

instead of coming to my room n wake me up... see how he wanna wake me up in msn...

Read Below :

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

wei

(^-.-) Zzz..zz just sent you a nudge.

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(^-.-) Zzz..zz just sent you a nudge.

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

be bo be bo be bo be bo be bo be bo........!!!

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

ANBULANCE COME LIAO!!!!!!! FIRE!!!! WAKE UP?!?!?!?!?!!?

(^-.-) Zzz..zz just sent you a nudge.

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

sickness of playing game >>>>>

(^-.-) Zzz..zz just sent you a nudge.

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

OMG!!!!!! OSAMA JUST WALK IN OUR HOUSE AND HIDE IN THE FRIDGE

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!T-REX IN OUR LIVING ROOOOOOM!!?!?!?!

(^-.-) Zzz..zz just sent you a nudge.

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JOKER AND TWO FACE IS HERE!??!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!TWO FACE IS USING MUMMY'S SK2!!!!JOKER USE MUMMY'S LIP STICK!!!!

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

WHAT SHOULD I DO????

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

WAT IS BADMAN HELP LINE NUM?????

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

BADMAN BADMAN BADMAN!!!!!HAHAHAHAHA

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^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

Jo:Helo....badman?? i need help.....

batman:who the hell u calin badman??

Jo:you are badman arnt you??

batman:NO!!! its B-A-T-MAN!!!!the one that scare of bat and act like a bat...but canot fly!!only special effect o movie that make me fly

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

WAKE UP AREADY??????

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

AIYO!!!! If Bill gates in taman mutiara u also wont wake up wan la!!

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

OMG??!?!?!?!?!HE IS HERE!!HE IS REALLY HERE!!!!! BILL GATES IS HERE!!!!

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

WOOOOWWW!!!! HE GIVE ME 50SEN!!!!!!!

(^-.-) Zzz..zz just sent you a nudge.

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

UR DOOR WILL BE KNOCK LOUD in..............

(^-.-) Zzz..zz says:

!!!!

*then only he come n BANG my door... lol*

My Element

2008-08-12T12:52:00.000-07:00

I did this test 3 times and i still got the same result... maybe i really this element... guess what... I'm Darkness check out below

*Your element is Darkness. You're very unique and misunderstood. You want to show your true self but you're too afraid of being hated by people or even yourself. You keep yourself away from others in an attempt to protect them from being hurt or getting yourself hurt by them. But even if people don't accept you or the mask you put over you, you will accept people and undersand them. This makes it easy for you to have friends- if you show your true self to them.

Your personality: Misunderstood, lost, kind, accepting, and liar.*

wait wait wait... I'm not a liar... haha... maybe sometimes... the little things... who never lied before haha....

wanna know what element you are?

click ---> HERE

Happy ^^craps

2008-07-05T12:13:00.000-07:00

today, saturday night... well... actually sunday 3am also... haha...

I played dota with my brother... we lose a lot... but... we laugh our heart out

i cant remember when was the last time i ever feel so relaxed n laugh out like mad... seriously been bz working n have to think of many many problems...

now i'm still waiting for my chef to call me back for work... well... lets say i'm on a holiday break now...

urm... i dunno lar... just wanna simply update my blog since i didnt update so long since Ah Ma passed away...

just now my brother open the fridge and took out a cold dead fish n show me n laugh non stop... i dunno what the hell he means but his attitude makes me laugh as well... then he say

" Oh oh.... my stomach pain lor... cannot take it anymore... like the earthshaker (in dota) hit my stomach with his attack....!!!"

then i look at him O.o then we start laughing again... lolz....

In Memories Of Ah Ma

2008-06-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, about 9.40pm... I got a call from mami...

"Hello!? Dex.... Ah Ma Just stop breathing...."
"WHAT??? SERIOUS?"

I went to bath and ran out of my room. While Driving in my car, pictures of Ah Ma keep flashing in my mind.

* the way she smiles when u call her
* the way she laught while watching her cantonese drama series
* the way she smile with joy when we celebrate her birthday with her
* she gives out 'ang pow' on her birthday with open heart
* she dance and twist while they party
* she gamble football with my cousin and uncles and also bring them luck
* she even watch football with them but she dont know which is which so we just tell her the colour of their shirt depending on which team she bet on.

but most of all, what remains in my mind was her sweet smile.
and when i reach her house, I didnt even notice who was there. I just walk my may in her room

and there she is, laying on her bed not moving, eyes closed. once i saw her, my tears all gather wanted to flow out but daddy told me

"dont cry, dont call her and dont touch her. just sit beside her. she is sleeping peacefully and on her way to heaven."

so I hold back all my tears and just look at her. I sat in her room for awhile listening to what daddy has to say.

" she didnt suffer and didnt cry. she went peacefully with her last breath. so we dont have to worry about her. "

Today,
I was there since 9am in the morning untill about 5pm. We prayed for her and we accompany her.

One thing I wanted to complain is that my cousin n my aunty cant shut their mouth while praying. They have to talk, laugh and even answer the phone.

WHATS WRONG???
CANT YOU BE SILENCE FOR A MOMENT?
CANT YOU PAY SOME RESPECT?
CANT YOU TURN OF YOUR PHONE FOR AWHILE?
WHY MUST YOU DISCUSS ABOUT OTHER THINGS WHILE PRAYING TO AH MA?
YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE?

fine.... I dont wanna say more in front of Ah Ma... Even I also switch my phone to silence mode.

I hope this wont happen again tomorrow.

Ah Ma... we all love you... and we will take care of each other... you can rest peacefully with Ah Kong.... dont worry about us...

Monkey Beach / Bitch

2008-06-08T20:45:00.001-07:00

Ok, Lets go hoking to Monkey beach...

WARNING: Lots of pictures ahead!!!

let me into some ppl 1st.
!st of all... This is our Dai Lou...
This is Kenneth Sifu...
This is the so call "holy girl" Kristi... but she is not so holy also... >.<
This is Me... dexxie, dexter... fuck lar.. my nose itchy lar... Blekz...

Ok... now Lets get moving
Tada... ok.. Here we go... *walk walk*
Wooo...Beach... but not the monkey beach we are going... so... Lets continue *walk walk hike hike*

HEY...!!!! Wait for me... so fast Kristi n Kennet

HUH??? Who wanna rent a boat in the middle of the jungle track?
Wooooooooo~~ nice...

Ok... finally we reach monkey bitch/ beach... LOL

Lets Camwhore Weeeeeeee~
MONKEY BEACH!!!!
walao... so relax ar...

haha... my turn...

Dai Lou and his gf... I call Dai Sou... haha...
Doggy... so cute lar he... haha...

while the doggy was sleeping...They go and cover it with sand and make a turtle body with dog head for him... LOLZ.... See below...TURTLE BODY WITH DOG HEAD... hehe...~

Ok, let me tell u something... I way relaxing and laying around
Suddenly 3-5 ppl come and catch me... pull me... but i was hugging the tree as the pull my leg... i shouted.... WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I got tired of it... and let go... and guess what... THEY THROW ME INTO THE SEA...!!!Pomplek leh... I didnt bring any extra cloths because i dun like sea water i just like to relax by the side... manatau...

geram nia...

so I have to go to the back n use fresh water to bath n wash all my cloths n sun dry everything... =.="' really SWT lar...

as i'm 50% dry... suddenly 1 more guy come n pour ICE COLD WATER over me... Again i have to go wash my self... LOLX...

now i'm 90% dry n we hike home... the rest of the monkeys went to pantai keracut.

Looks like Jurresic Park Lab... hehe...
actually it's this thingy....

Alien spaceship....

Dead Alien... muahahaha~

we came out from here.....

and then...Take picture 1st... Then...

go in from here and continue hiking... back... swt

haha... another group pic...

ok... now i wanna show u SPECIAL SET DInner.....

1st we have Sea Fish Soup....

Then For main Course We Have Our Very Special...

GIant Lizzard With flies and Sand...

And for dessert... We have Helly Jelly Fish With White Sauce... hehe...

Thats it for today... come back for more meal ya... LOLZ.... I'll upload the video some other time... haha...

Tag me pulak...

2008-05-14T00:36:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by Christie

1. Have you been trying to avoid something or someone?
- Death... But its impossible

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- I think I'll sell of the ticket to earn some pocket money.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
- relax n just have fun.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- sure can lar. but not for long.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- No Idea for the moment but can I have more money?

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Urm... If i'm Tarzan then Yes but I'm NOT!!!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Urm... many things lar... 1 of them is my dick. lolx

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- 10% for donation, buy a sports car for my mother, buy a classic 5 series BMW for my father. keep some in my bank, and the rest is *untold secret*

9. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?
- recent? urm urm... no Idea wor... mayb changing the song 'touch my body' to 'touch my pussy' BUT I DONT HAVE ONE SO DUN SIMPLY THINK...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
- actually I dont really know her also... Just frenz lar... hehehe....

11. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years time?
- Married maybe...

12. Would you date someone who's at least 10 years older or younger than you?
- Urm... depends who lar... youger i guess not lar... older mayb lor...

13. What is your ambition?
- walao... ask me this kind of question ar? can I say " I DONT KNOW "

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
- teleport once? LOL... once only meh? then I'll save it when it comes to emergency only I use to save someone or to escape n save my self... LOL

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Everything I have, Including my self, family, friends, and so on...

16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?>
- If u ask me this question 2 years ago I would have the answer for u. but now I would say "Learn From Your Mistake" because everything happens for a reason....

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- I want blue eyes... Like the wind contractor... *watch too much ANIME liao*

18. What music have you been listening to recently?
- everything that is not too noisy n not too slow...

19. What is your least favourite animal?
- animal? urm..... I think for now should be "Blacky" if u dont know then dont ask. If u know what I'm saying then diam diam ok liao lar... U know I know ok liao... hehe

20. Are You Crazy?
- Most of the time... YES!!! muahahahahaha~

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

LOL... y must I tag 8 ppl? nvm lar... I tag 1 enough liao...
DAI LOU... I Tagged you... muahahaha... but plz lar... dun kick me out of the kitchen... hehe...

Untold secret

2008-05-04T13:28:00.000-07:00

There was a Princess far far away... a Prince found her...

days passes... there are many secrets about her....

but now... he finally know about it... about everything...

The Princess is a turtle that carries a very heavy shell behind her.
She barely can stand and sometimes she almost fall but somehow manage to get up.
She is strong in her heart.

This prince that found this princess finally know everything about her.

Now, he made up his mind... he said in his heart

"I will help her carry that shell together with her,
I will support her from every side,
I will protect her from everything,
I will set my heart only for her,
I will be with her no matter what happens,
from now, and forever, till death and still we will never be apart."

Jie Jie

2008-05-03T23:46:00.000-07:00

It’s been awhile since I sms with my Jie Jie. Today, I finally sms her n she actually reply. I’m so happy. But she seems like nothing to say to me.
Here is how the convo goes

Me: Jie, U sleep liao ma?
Jie: Nop, Y?
Me: No lar… I just long time didn’t sms with u liao mar… saja wan sms with u cannot ar?
Jie: o…… can…..
Me: Y u sms so little wor… u bz ar?
Jie: No

Me: Then no nothing to say to yr Di Di wan meh?
Jie: No
Me: oh, then nvm lor… good night Jie Jie.
Jie: G9

see how this goes… its like she is getting further and further than me. I really don’t wanna lose my Jie Jie. She is the only god sister than cares and understands me. She treats me very nice all the time… ever since I was in form 5 untill I go in college then she went KL to study then after that we still contact each other… but than suddenly she turn so cold…

Jie, If u read this… I just wanna tell u I’m sorry for everything then I’ve ever done wrong to u. and If I really did something wrong, please forgive me. I don’t wanna lose my Sister and 1 of my best friend.

and no matter what, I’ll still be yr younger brother as promise… always…

Take care Jie Jie

Must Watch

2008-05-01T10:42:00.000-07:00

"Mao Mao Ge" translation = Hairy song...

Niia

2008-04-27T12:16:00.000-07:00

As you all know...
Niia sings the song title Sweetest Girl with Wyclef Jean... in the acoustic jam session version you can listen her voice more...

This is the live version on soul stage...

This is a performance by Niia Solo piano and song title Bang Bang

Enjoy...

I love her voice too... ~

How would you treat them?

2008-04-25T00:25:00.000-07:00

This world is divided into many different level of living life. You have the rich, poor and average.

But what I wanna say here is another way of level. such as:

- master = including bosses and owner
- worker = staff, part timer and so on.
- servant = maid and so on...

I realise more than 60% of the people put there are treating servants like animals... WHY?

of 1 example... TRUE STORY,
my grandma in very sick n old, so my family hire a maid to take care of her. The maid was very nice and good. she wash my cloths and also took care of Ah Ma. She says good morning, good night and hello to you.

I finish work around 11pm so when I reach my grandma's house it will be about 11.30pm (coz i'm staying there for now) I assume that she would be asleep by then so I have to wash my cloths my self because I have to wear it again tomorrow morning. But... If she is not asleep, she will come out and wash my cloths for me. that day she even wash my car for me *but I told her no need to wash* she treats Ah Ma nicely.

But what I dont understand was...
My aunt and uncle keep saying that she is useless. say that she dont know how to take care of other people, say she simply give ah ma eat things and med. say many bad things of her and even 1 of my aunt keep talking to her like scolding her (Shouting) sometimes... not shout but in a loud voice.

Why does this happen? is it because they think they are at the higher rank and deserve to talk to her rudely? is it because they are her bosses? is it because she is just like a thing for them to throw out their anger?

Why cant you just say please and thank you...

now a question for everyone... How would you treat them? someone lower level than you...

Fine Dinning - The Best Service ever

2008-04-18T18:46:00.000-07:00

If you wander how we treat our customers... have a look at this video...

actually, he didnt have time for staff meal because he was too bz serving some customers so he orders some food from the kitchen n he is paying... so we give him a fine dinning service... enjoy the vid... :P

Accident pay back

2008-04-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

today was a silly day.... I get fuck by that guy again... u know who... but i didnt keep in heart... just go in from right ear n come out from the left...

whats funny was... he ask me to refill the sugar in the box... ok lor...
but i go and take salt... why? i dont even know why... i was talking to someone while refilling and the sugar was always in that white bag... si i just take a scoop n put in the box lor...

then that fella, that fucker... he go make coffee n put in the sugar but it was salt...

guess what.. he put a lot n drink... then... POOI~

muahahaha.... i accidentally pay my revenge muahahaha... but of coz... i kena scolding again... swt

Happy Couples

2008-04-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

Finally got time to update about this.... mostly pictures so no worries... no need to read~

They are getting married... dang dang dang dang~~~~*
Girl friends~***
The Guy Family~**
Urm... Poser.... but why is my eye close? O_o
Girl Pose...~ *wei, camera this side lar...*

ok... noe the next day
**************
*************
************

See... like 1 big family.~
Urm.... what ar...?
Woooooooo~..... are they pretty?
my little sister... haha...
urm... they like to hug each other... haha...

But we prefer no hugging :P
They are not couples also...
They are what we call... father and daughter like... muahahaha
ok ok, I admit... she is taller than me...
Thats y she take off her shoe >.<
So what... 1 n a half cm taller than me only mar... Blek~***

I dont know who go and take this photo... but I kinda like it... haha...
Fish was trying to put the rose flower in my pocket...

See the rose in my pocket?
urm... Looks like couples? many ppl also say the same thing lar... :P
Fish is so pretty lor... sure lar... bridesmaid mar... haha~

ok lar... I'll stop here...
There are some secret that cannot be told... muahaha~*
but dont simply think lar... no dirty dirty thingy wan *whink*

Shuffle

2008-03-28T02:23:00.000-07:00

I need to learn this also...

so I could think of who i hate n step on him witn loud music to release my stress...

Another damn fucked up day

2008-03-28T00:50:00.000-07:00

Today is the worst day that could ever happen... there is another chef there... indian guy... *I think*

I said I like them but I'm not sure that they like me... What do I look like? something that you could throw your anger at? Fuck lar...

I also have feelings wan mar... always scold me for what? I'm just doing my job...

When I work slow, he scold me... say I too slow...
When I work fast... HE scold me... say I so rush for what? ask me relax...

When I cant get the things right n redo again... he scold me...

Just now... I was making something like *apom balik* but big size wan... I cant get it right because every time I try to flip it... the breaks... so I make again... then i try again... slowly... breaks... then again... BREAKS... and again... FUCKING BREAKS... not that I dun wanna do it nicely... I already take it very slow... and turn in gently but still breaks... so i add more flour... and try again....

he saw me do so many times n terus....

fucker: WALAO EH.... DO SO MANY TIMES STILL CANNOT DONE. I TOLD YOU TO DO SLOWLY ALREADY.... DONT RUSH...

me: sorry sorry... it keeps tearing when I try to flip it to the other side...

fucker: I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY ALREADY... DO SO MANY TIMES STILL NOT YET READY... WHATS WRONG... KANINEH CIBAI WAN... KEEP THROWING N THROWING AWAY... WASTE ONLY...

me: sorry sorry... very sorry...

*than he walk away*

actually he tell me many times already... keep repeating the same thing to me...
I'm already fuck up with that thingy that always breaks...
I hold my anger back there till I cant take it anymore...
tears actually came out...

The other chef... an EX KDU student... my, senior... he treats me very nice... he came to me and told me to cool down... n try to make me feel better...

I know.... Its all my fault... again... everything was my fault... I cant find the things he wanted... I get scolding... I do wrongly... I kena scolding... I cant do properly... I get scolding... no matter what I do also wrong wan... what also kena scolding wan... slow also kena... fast also kena...

I really got no comment already... from now on... I will go to work with the feelings to ignore him... I dun care anything anymore... its not my business...

Bad Day

2008-03-24T00:17:00.001-07:00

All chef are hot tempered wan lor... so far I see so many chef all hot tempered wan...

I'm sorry lar... If any chef read this... I cant help it... I had to write...

Just now at my training, There is a dessert order...

Chef: You know how to do right?
Me: Ya... I think so...
Chef: Ok, you do...

So I make the order... I make it as I remembered, I didnt notice anything was missing or so...
then when they come to pick up the order... they say missing 2 things...
Icing sugar, Chocolate sauce and Chocolate Chips...
and the Chef scold me...

Chef: NEXT TIME, IF YOU DONT KNOW... YOU SAY DONT KNOW... DONT TELL ME YOU KNOW AND LIE TO ME... I HATE PEOPLE BULLSHITING...

so what I wanna say was... I DIDNT LIE... I do the order as I remembered... I know how to do... and I DID PUT THE CHOCOLATE SAUCE... but just that I place it beside the ice cream and not on top of it...

I know its my fault that I do wrongly... But how could he call me a liar I didnt lie... I really cant remember that there is chocolate chips on it...

Chefs... All are hot tempered... a little only wanna scold all out at other people...

You are lucky that I'm not a hot tempered chef... and I hate people simply call me a liar when I didnt really lie...

Could she be true?

2008-03-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

That other day I was chatting with 1 of my friends in msn...

C : How are u?
D : urm.... how to say leh? ok gua... at least still alive.
C : Sure alive lar, if not how u use msn wor...
D : underworld also got internet wan mar... u think what? If not where u think all the IT pro go when they die?
C: what lar... How come u know? u see b4 ar?
D: No wor... I guess only...
C: Then?
D: Or like this lar... ask them tonight come find u then show u lor... then only u tell me lor...
C: nononononono, I'll ask them go find u.
D: haha... I think b4 u even open yr mouth u already fainted liao lor.

*Its about like this lar... what we chat* cant really remember all...

Then last night... I dream of something strange...

I was walking then suddenly I end up in a very huge house. I got no idea where am I then suddenly, I hear a little girl voice calling.

I think she was calling to me... but I turn around... cant see anything... the house was empty. So I walk around finding where the voice came from... Keep looking around but nothing...
Then suddenly...

a very cold hand reach out and grab my arm... OMG... I was shock... Waaaaaaaa~
Then I turn a round n see... a pale little girl was standing behind me.
She had long hair untill her shoulder, cute pale face with a nice dress... I'm guessing she was about 10-12 years old...

she look in my eyes n tears start to flow down... I tried to comfort her but... the weird thing is that her body was so cold... almost as if it were frozen... she then look at me and ask me to help protect her...

"bad bad man were after me"

this is what she said...

I cant remember when happen next... I know when I woke up... I feel weird... strange...

Like i was feeling very cold and even my blanket was covering me...
Omg... where have I been...
I cant remember... Only a weird dream... Wooooooooo~ I'm feeling cold now... >.<

Happy Bird day to Big Brother POP~

2008-03-21T02:03:00.000-07:00

Woi Woi... today is SMASHPOP Birthday leh...

Faster Faster go wish him Happy Bird day...

oh ya... I chat with him in msn just now... he say still attached... not screw wan... Original wan wor...

haha... Dun understand ar? no need understand lar... Wooooo~

Haiyo yo~~~~~~~

2008-03-20T00:16:00.000-07:00

ok lar ok lar...
since I got nothing to post about, I'll write about my training lor...
as usual, I'm not gonna say where or who...
I'm just gonna write a story to tell you what happen and what I did there.

There chef n manager there are very nice ppl, all the chef are much nicer than where I work last time. Last time was like, WALAO so the boring leh... cannot play, cannot laugh, cannot have fun, and worst of all you have to WORK YOUR ASS OUT in hokkian say "Pao Sua Pao Hai" that means everything also you have to do...

But where do my training now is way better, I dun have to pao sua pao hai because there have ppl to clean, wash, clear. all I have to do is prepare and cook and prepare and keep and cut... thats all... oh ya... and also shake my legs and balls... Wooooo Hoooooooooo~ Shake ya boo~

The chef all are very funny ppl, only 1 looks scary when he cooks, its almost like he was tearing the kitchen apart. what if suddenly the knife fly towards me? WAH~

no lar... just joking...

oh ya... I'm working at a bistro NOT FINE DINING... so I dont have to prepare the food Finely... muahahhaa....

you know what the chef say?

" NO NEED WAN LAR... We are bistro... Just throw on the plates lar... no need Fuck them wan lar... "

MUahahaha.... I actually like what he said...

throw as in put on the plate but no need to do those nice nice platings lor... just simple can liao...

oh ya... that day got 1 table so demanding lor... ask this n that... dont wan this, wan that, dont wan that... the chef terus tell us, "fuck them lar. they think here fine dining izzit? Dont care lar..."
and also someone dunno wanna change what, he say his children cannot eat. the chef tell us "ask him go eat McDonalds lar... easy... got kids meal there..."

MUAHAHAHA~ see how cute he is... swt

The cold kitchen chef teach me a lot of things, I got some recipe from him liao lor...

the soup there is very nice... they dont use instant wan... they make them self wan lor... haha...
oh oh... and also...
They staff meal there is way much better than where I work before...

the only thing is that... I'm not an official working... I'm only training there so I dont have pay... I only got RM150 allowance only...
This is the only sad part lor... :(
I expect about Rm300 for my pay wan... Little little also ok mar... but Rm150... I dunno how 2 live with so little money lor... Enough meh?

Oh ya.... I dont talk much there... the manager come n say,
"you dont talk much wan hor? cannot like this wan mar, must ask wan mar... what is this? take down recipe, write down what you learn mar..."

actually hor, I didnt talk much dont mean i didnt ask n didnt write down... I ask, and I write down some recipe. But just that I dont wanna talk so much... Just dont feel like talking so much lor...

For those who knows me well, I mean my fans and Friends lar... I dont talk much wan meh? Dont siao siao... when I start to talk ar... I scare 3days also cannot finish talking lar... MUahahahaha~

Oh ya... and also... 1 funny thing...
when we serve the steak that time, must put sauce wan mar... then in fine dining, they like to do some presentation with the sauce wan mar... like make lines and so on...
You know what the chef there say?

"HAIYO... why so ma huan... no need to KIU KIU wan lar... just pour lar..."
hahaha.... I really like him leh... simple...

oh ya... If u give too much food, he will say "why so much? for your uncle ar?"
but if you giv too little than he will say "Why so little? Your enemy izzit?

hehe... kinda fun also lar... can learn and laugh and at least wont feel bored there lor...

ok lar... that all for now... I'll tell you more when there is something funny or so on... hehe...

CAo~

Dexxie Is kinda Bz lately...

2008-03-19T00:34:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating ya...

Dexxie kinda bz liao lor...

start industrial training liao mar... See lar... if I free n got story to tell than I will sure put here wan...

Come once a week to find out lor... haha...

Tenkiu tenkiu~

Dare to Ride?

2008-03-13T00:41:00.000-07:00

LOok~~~~

dare to Ride?

untold Cinderella story

2008-03-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

This is a story about a boy who fallen in love with a girl. A princess of the ocean, her name was Little Fish. The boy's home was very near her castle. Little turtle was the boy name.

One day, Little turtle told little fish that he love her and wanted to be with her. surprisingly Little Fish also love little turtle, Little Fish hugged Little turtle and say "there is somethings that I dont have to say to make you know, you can feel it by yr self"

They were such loving couples, days have passed, every night little turtle would wait for little fish to come out and watch the moon n stars together. Its so romantic.

Weeks have passed, they were still in love deeply. but... untill one day... someone from far far away wanted to take little fish away.... little fish had no choice but to follow them because they are little fish elders. little fish told little turtle about this, a few days later little turtle cannot see little fish anymore.

Every night little turtle dare not close his eyes and sleep, he scares that if tomorrow comes that this would bring a day closer to departing with little fish.

Tear drops fall, looking at the moon alone that night. little turtle just wanted to be alone and think. Even without parting with little fish, little turtle already started to miss her.
his heart hurts like hell.
he cant think properly.

on the last night, little turtle was still staring at the sky alone. tomorrow is the departing day with little fish.
"What should I do?" little turtle think... "maybe if i follow her there.... no, I cant... the elders wont let me... Or if I run away with her? No, she wont do such things... Wha am I suppose to do... I will lose her... and I dont know how long will her be gone, Will she ever coming back?"

again, tears started to fall... like rain...
"why does my heart hurts so much?"
"Why cant I be with the one I love?"
"this is unfair"

Little fish also dont wanna go with the elders but she's been force to go.

the next day, Little turtle told little fish
"I dont know how long you will be gone, But I wish one day you will come back and be with me again. I will be waiting for you. Remember me..."

Pokemon Movie 8

2008-03-06T08:27:00.001-08:00

I know this is kinda old movie coz i think now is already movie no.10 but still i just finish watching this pokemon movie and its nice...

the storyline is nice but not much battle or stuff like that. Mostly about friendship and how pokemon and human stay together in peace.

This movie is called "Pokemon, Lucario and the mystery of Mew"

As you all know, Mew is this cute little creature:

and Lucario Is this blue dog like pokemon but very powerful.

There is also 3 legendaries in this pokemon movie,
Registeel

Regice

Regirock.

Well, I'll give 7/10 over this movie...
Enjoy ya... Pikachu is in there too... XD

Mother Nature

2008-03-05T21:47:00.000-08:00

These is a star falling from above the sky
It landed on earth with some miracle magic and make the whole world filled with happiness
a princess far far away was born into the goddess hand
bright brown eyes and a sweet smile to cover the world with joy
light blue sky filled with white clouds holding a calm and relaxing feeling
clear and beautiful sea with many different kinds of fish swimming freely
all the green green grass and trees in the forest with cooling breeze
how wonderful it would be if all of this was not taken away
princess will feel the pain and sadness if part of her body is gone
we live together with her
and so we have the responsibility to protect her
so that she will continue to provide us with all the relaxing feelings
that brighten up the sky and filled with joy for everyone

think before you CUM

2008-02-28T12:07:00.000-08:00

Why do we fuck?
Do we really need to fuck?
what is sex all about?

I keep hearing news on 15 to 18 years old girls having baby and getting married. Why is that? Is it because the boy lacking of skills? Maybe yes.

1 of my friend is getting married soon. Yup, she is carrying 6months baby already. Both, the girl and the boy is my friend and they are getting married soon. Why? because they over fuck each other.

Lesson 1, Wear Condom - at least 1 or more.
Lesson 2, If you dont wanna wear condoms, Pull OUT before you cum.
Lesson 3, Think before you cum.
Lesson 4, Do not DRINK when you wanna fuck. dont get drunk!!!

Idiot, you are 18 years old and you wanna have a baby and become a mother so soon? Whats the rush man. Relax a little. I'm not saying you cant have sex but just dont overdo it.

DO NOT FUCK WHEN YOU ARE DRUNK.

that is dangerous, you are high and you never know where you cum.
so Do not drink and fuck. Cool down ok...

I mean, think of it... Petrol price going up, Milk powder price also going up. Shit!!! almost every price have gone up. How you gonna feed the baby when you dont even have enough money to get married???

What about your future? what about your dreams?

So to all the teenagers out there and everyone else, please think about it.

You can go fuck around but just dont overdo it. Get what I mean? I think you do.

Peace yo~

Tell The Truth

2008-02-24T05:00:00.000-08:00

There was parent that dont wanna teach their son bad things. Bad things such as porn and sex stuff because they think he is still young for that stuff.

Well, I can say that you are never too young to learn something.

One day, the father came out from the bathroom and accidentally drop his towel.

Son: Daddy, whats that big big and hairy stuff you got there?
Father: Oh... Thats the world biggest hairy worm.

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a few days later, the mother came out of the bathroom and drop the towel....
again, the son saw her and ask...

Son: Mommy, Whats that Big Big ball that you carry around?
Mother: Oh... Thats the world biggest Atom Bomb.
Son: oh... i see... than daddy got black hairy worm, Where is yr worm mommy?
Mother: Oh, I dont have worm. Mine is Black Forest.

ok...... a few days have past again...
The son remember everything his parents say...

One Night... The parents is having sex while the son is sleeping...
The mother is so high that she moan too loud.
The Son woke up and ran into his parents room thinking that there was ghost crying.
but then....
He saw them having sex... and he Shouted

Son: Mommy Mommy......... Daddy's big hairy worm run in your Black Forest already....
Faster Use Your Big Atom Bomb And KABOOM it.....

****** The End ******

The New Dexxie

2008-02-22T23:10:00.001-08:00

Dexxie cut hair liao lor....

This time wanna keep short hair liao... hehe...

Jeng Jeng Jeng....

wait wait... still got 1 more photo....
aik... my collar come off dee... swt

This is Pasembur

2008-02-22T23:04:00.001-08:00

Some people dont know what is Pasembur

well, this is...

Big plate leh?

sure lar... double packet mar... Itadakimasu~

Little Jean

2008-02-22T22:25:00.000-08:00

I call her little Jean or Ah Jean...

she followed me into my car n back to my house... LOL
I didnt notice her untill my friend started shouting " THERE IS SOMETHING UNDER THE CHAIR..... IT TOUCH MY LEG...... AHHHHHHHHHH~ "
and there she is... I stop the car, take her down... and she climb up again...

Since I'm such an animal lover and I had a soft heart, so I took her to my grandma's house and ;et her stay there...

here is some picture of her... she is cute lor... and a little stupid... hahaa

Naruto cute comics n Picture

2008-02-19T21:03:00.000-08:00

here are some of Naruto cute picture n comic that i found...

Wooooooooo Hooooooo~

Muahahaha.... laugh all you want... thx for dropping by..~

Jail Restaurant

2008-02-13T22:31:00.000-08:00

I got this email from my cousin...

mayb I'll go try out...

9 & 11, Leith Street, 10200 Penang.

here is some photo... Weeee~

see, cool huh... Lets go try out sometimes... Weeeeeeee~

Deep Secrets

2008-02-11T11:08:00.000-08:00

Wind blowing smoothly as if they were whispering to us,
trees swaying from left to right as if they were waving at us,
the moon light shines above the world as if the world is a stage for us,
and the stars brightly arrange above us so that we could see how beautiful they can be...

In somewhere far far away,
some corner of this earth,
some place where no one know that its even there,
a place where all the angels and faeries call their home...

Deep in the ocean where light cannot reach,
fish cannot swim and no one knows about it,
so deep that even water is floating above it,
thats the place where our heart starts to beat,
thats the place where everything begins,
thats the place where there is no ending to everything...

I know this might be something difficult to understand,
I know this might sound silly to all of you,
But if you believe in it,
you will find the answer that your are looking for,
Its all inside of you,
so deep inside hiding where it all begins...

Samurai X... Which character are you?

2008-01-25T04:36:00.000-08:00

I found this website that ask a few question and then after u answer all, it shows what character you are in the Rurouni Kenshin anime...

so at 1st I think... "What lar.. simply do can liao lar.." then it turn out I'm that mummy bad guy Shishio Makoto...

WHAT??? NO WAY...

nvm nvm... I do the question a again but this time I think seriously...

*Jeng Jeng Jeng...

Guess who am I?
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I'm this person below:

yea... not bad heh...

then I google about him, I mean the anime version of him lar...

This is what I get

Personal Stats

Name: Saitou Hajime / Fujita Goro
Nicknames: Ookami, Wolf of Mibu, Shinsengumi Sanbantai Kumichou
Born: January 1, 1844
Birthplace: Edo (old name for Tokyo)
Height: Around 6 feet
Weight: 71 kilograms
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Chinese Zodiac: Dragon
Bloodtype: Type O
Sword Style: Mugai Ryu
Sword: Unsigned - Japanese nippontou (Katana)

ok... I'm only 55kg n I'm libra XD...
but at least got katana for me...
hehe...
here is the fighting style...

Fighting Style the "Gatotsu"

Although the gatotsu isn't real... It was one of the things that made RK Saitou very special ne? So let's take a moment to review it's different forms...

Gatotsu Ishiki - Saitou's normal gatotsu (first form) that you see a lot in RK. It is a parallel thrust that targets the upper body of the enemy. He uses this attack all the time especially against Kenshin, where Kenshin even calls him on it. However perhaps he was lulling Kenshin into a false sense of security... *snicker*

Gatotsu Nishiki - Second form of the gatotsu that is an air attack. It is performed while on air to opponents on the ground. I've not seen him do this much except for when he fought Shishio Makoto. It looks pretty cool though.

Gatotsu Sanshiki - Third form of gatotsu that is an anti-air attack. It is a thrust from the ground to air on opponents who are up in the air. Again this was used against the final fight with Shishio where the spectators Hoji, Yumi and Sano dropped their jaws wondering who won the fight while suspended on air.

Gatotsu Zeroshiki - The ultimate form of gatotsu which is Saitou's secret attack. It requires upper body strength as the legs are not much used aside from support. It is a point blank attack that usually surprises opponents as all the other gatotsu forms require some distance to provide strength and speed to the forward thrust. He was forced to use this against Usui where he won the fight but unfortunately failed in stopping Shishio. Well of coure he's not the "hero" but I still love him nonetheless.

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Wonder which character are you? Click HERE to find out...

Illusions

2008-01-24T08:45:00.000-08:00

Look Closely... You Will See Something Different There... hehe..

Kampung Badminton...

2008-01-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

This is how we play badminton... XD 21 points

my walking is a litte weird coz of the sand... n also we all speak in hakka there... :D

This video is Shirt on VS Shirt off...

This one Is Me VS My brother

Past memories

2008-01-19T21:32:00.000-08:00

This is a true story when I was in form 5 year 2004. I dunno why most people dont really like me and giving me the look... well, maybe because I'm a prefect or maybe I'm not likable...

There is a girl in a class, cant say really a girl coz she dont have any boobs. totally flat n also acted like tomboy style.. she is very tall and also giving me the look.

There was one day that someone in the class that hates her stole her school bag and hide in somewhere in the school. She told the teacher and then the teacher wants us, the 5 prefect in the class to find her school bag for her.

ok... fine.. since I didnt do anything wrong... we split up and look for her bag... about 5-10min later... I saw a black plastic bag behind the stairs that is not suppose to be there, so I went to all the trouble to climb back there with all the dust n spider web around me... my white shirt became dirty and I found out there was a bag inside that black plastic bag...

so I bring it up to the class. Everyone was already back in the class reporting to the teacher and then they saw me holding a bag and my cloths are all dirty. I ask her is this her bag.

She just say yes and take it from me... didnt even say thank you or anything and still look at me with that kinda eye like I was the one that stole her bag and hide it... because I found it so fast...

I'm just doing my duty, I dont know who stole her bag, I cant actually find out because I dont wanna betray my friends in my class. So in the end, I just go and clean my self up then sits in the class without even looking at her.

But I know she was saying somehing to her friends about me because she keep talking and pointing at me, She thinks I didnt notice it... You can know if someone is saying something good or bad when you look at their face expression. Yea... she was talking something bad about me... But I dont know what...
Maybe thats why...
I dont have much friends in school...

Beautiful Night

2008-01-16T21:45:00.000-08:00

These are the night picture that I took from the hill top of Balik Pulau about 12am. You can see how Balik Pulau, Penang looks like at night... but the only thing is that there is no moon or the picture will look even nicer... XD

Ah Ma and Ah Kong

2008-01-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 15-01-2008

Very early in the morning about 8am, Daddy wakes me up and ask me get ready to go to Ah Ma’s (grandma) house. She is very sick and old. Ah Ma is already 89 years old… She was born in the year 1919 and her birthday just passed last Sunday.

Now we are in Penang Adventist Hospital waiting for her check up. What I heard from Daddy is that Ah Ma is very old and she is dying already. Her lungs are week and she keep coughing and her memories are fading already. Ah Ma also have hearing problems and we have to speak louder and close to her ear.

When I was in Ah Ma’s house just now waiting to go to hospital, She keep asking all of us to go and eat rice, its like keep repeating the same thing again n again after 15min or so because she cant really remember anything. Just like before Ah Kong (grandpa) passed away last time, my auntie and cousin told me that his memories of the passed flash back and he says “Ah Dexz, hoi mun lo…” it means “Dexter, Open the door in Hakka.” Ah Kong passed away in his late 70’s.

I still remember that time I was just very little and keeps fighting with Ah Kong over the TV. He wanted to watch 7pm news and I wanted to watch cartoons. We fight as in not really shouting or stuff like that but we are more like playing and fooling around. Ah Kong also like to take my hand and rub on his chin and make me feel itchy all over coz of his hair.

As for Ah Ma, she followed us around traveling around Penang and Malaysia. Daddy took her to many places and also we party and she joined us also. When Ah Ma was younger and stringer, She actually do the twist with all of us. She smile and we all can see that she was really happy.

Days passed and people will get old someday and soon will move on to another life. All I hope for Ah Ma now is that she will not suffer and I know Ah Kong will guide her true. Daddy once told me that every soul will become a star in the sky and they will wait for the next birth to be reborn again.

Long time ago Daddy told me that when people die, their souls will turn into a star in the sky to wait for their rebirth. I believe Ah Kong is still up there waiting for Ah Ma and he will guide Ah Ma with care and will not let her suffer. Ah Ma and Ah Kong, We all loves you…

beautiful world

2008-01-10T20:27:00.000-08:00

The sunlight is shining brightly up the sky,
children running around the playground and eating chocolate pie,
clouds gather to form a beautiful pictures for everyone to see,
Oh how beautiful this world cloud be...

Birds flying around and singing wonderful songs to hear,
couples sitting under big trees loving each other over the year,
the green green grass let goes fresh aroma into the air,
that brings a comfortable feelings for everyone to share...

mother nature creates such wonderful home for us all,
we should be happy and appreciate everything around these walls,
all of us live in the same globe with each others,
this means that all of us are like brothers and sisters...

For Fish

2008-01-10T09:47:00.000-08:00

why am I so blind to see,
you were always here with me,
you make me smile when I'm down,
just like a beautiful flower blooms from a muddy ground.

I was happy while you are here with me,
it feelings is like a fish swimming in the blue wide sea,
almost every morning I get your wake up call,
oh well I have to fetch you to work after all.

I know that I dont understand the way to your heart,
because sometimes its complicated and I dont wan us to be apart,
but even a little fish that swims in the sea will have its way,
so no matter how hard it will still be solve one day.

Moving On

2008-01-06T09:40:00.000-08:00

I know its hard for me to say,
I didnt wish that this would end this way,
trying to reach but you keep moving away,
feeling like giving up on this very day.

Maybe in yr eyes I'm just nothing,
Maybe you already have everything,
Maybe I'm just another guy passing,
Maybe I"m the only one with this feeling.

I dont know why you ignores me when I'm there,
But in sms you will reply me anywhere,
I really dont understand about this affair,
To continue this feelings for you I just dont dare.

another blah

2008-01-06T00:21:00.000-08:00

In cartoons or comic books, Superman means a strong guy in a silly costume wearing his red undies outside and saving the world. But in the real world, There is not only one but many superman.

Wonder why? ok... here is what I mean, 1st of all our father that work so hard to support our family. Yes I know some do gamble a little but thats one way to release stress and its fun for them... But there is also others that keep on gambling nonstop untill he went home and hit the children and wife... get drunk and so on... That the bad guy...

Not only our father but some guys out there thats willing to sacrifice for someone they love. Thats also a heroic act. Sacrifice can mean many things. Some think that sacrifice is to die for someone, No... Dont be silly.. Its not worth it... What I mean was, You love someone. then you wanted to do something special for her so you work hard to earn money and buy a ring to propose to her. Thats also sacrifice. Or when you see that she's not happy so you ask her whay happen and you wanted to help or just be there for her.

Girls, Plz understand that we, guys have feelings too. not only you but just that some guys wanted face so they keep everything in heart and still be with you even if you keep scolding him.

Fire fighter and police are also superman in a way. I know theres some bad police and so on...

Oh ya... I wanted to say something about the law...

To all police out there, Dont Disturb Others Privacy lar... Damn you guys... seeing a couple Kissing still wanna go knock the car door and ask for IC... at least let them finish what there were doing 1st mar... and also dun stand beside a car and stare at them lar...

I actually saw this kinda things happen beside a beach. I was sitting in my car alone... the police come check me then go check other car... Shit... Couples in there Kissing they still knock on the car... Imagine You making out with your mate then someone come disturb...

Superman is not everything... Even the comic superman have a weakness. Everyone have a weakness.

I tried to Impress a girl that I like, But it just seems that she didnt notice me. I helped her when she ask me to, tried to make her smile when she is down, tried to be there when she needs someone, let her know how I feel for her... In the end all I get back is the word "Ignore" Its like i'm not even there...

I dont wanna say who she is... but I will still be standing here...

New Car 2020

2008-01-02T10:21:00.000-08:00

how will you go to office in the year 2020?

Oh, I wish its true...

Roti Tisu...

2008-01-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

Penang Kayu Roti Tisu...

my friends camera phone so little blur... but still can see my Silly face looking at the tv...

Chocolate Fever

2007-12-30T00:32:00.000-08:00

Got this from my Email... haha...

Rap: World peace

2007-12-29T22:57:00.001-08:00

Yo... Boys and Girls...
Come on, Try to Rap This Lyrics...

I know it hard to see whats happening every time
And this war keeps coming back in every way
I know children suffer pain and death on line
But still others Dont give a damn and so who's gonna pay

For the sound of bombs all over the world
For the sound of crying and suffering thats not gonna stop
For the sound of evil laughter all night long
and for everything that we've done to stop this war.

Dont tell me theres is peace in this world
Coz all I see in T.V is people suffer in hunger
See all the rich man laughing and on the other side is all the poor
Its so not fair for them, Cant you see their days are gettin shorter?

Even if you say the war is over
Even If there's peace
But why still I can see many people suffer the pain
Is there really something missing in this world?
Oh god please tell us how, How to change the world...

Emptiness, loneliness, sadness all over
Where does all the happiness and joy have gone?
Why are humans so cruel and yet so nice
Please tell me how can I every let go
I cant ignore this silly world
I cant give up whats left of me
I wanna try to change the world
but how I dont know
Coz every time I donate something, They want more...

I always wonder when will it be enough
Enough for everyone to life happily ever after
But as they said, The world will never be enough of anything

Choose between New and old, Sure we want new
Choose between peace and fight, Sure we want peace

But still I see gang fights everywhere,
Killing and punishing never stops.

Why cant we just forgive ourself and move on with a better life
What for fighting? We are all same Humans
We share the same blood, same tisu and same living style.

So please everyone stop this war and lets be friends...

Whispers

2007-12-29T22:31:00.000-08:00

*actually I'm thinking of writing a song but I dunno how, and if I write a poem but with no rhymes then its not really a poem. all I have in my mind was this below*

Days passes by slowly and I'm still sitting here alone
Oh how can this be when you're not here with me
White birds flew by singing their happy songs
Wind blows softly just like you whispering to me

Thinking back the days we had
Remembering the 1st time we spoke
The 1st time you smile to me
And the 1st and only time we went for a movie

I dont know how I will have this kind of funny feeling for you
As I'm so scare to step forward, scare of hurting you
But yet I dont wanna be just friends with you
And so I'll just wait here until its the right time for you

This is not a poem or a song
This is just another of my silly post
All I can think of is nothing but you
You keep haunting me even in my dreams

Maybe you just dont wanna let me know how you feel
Maybe you just wanna be friends
Maybe Its not the right time for you
But how would I know if you didnt tell me

I'll just wait for you
I'll just stand here
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

To hold you
To guide you
To care for you
and to cherish every moment that I've spend with you...

Little Princess

2007-12-27T09:28:00.000-08:00

Far beyond the forest there's a little flower,
That blooms with light shining over the world,
This little princess awaken and yawning,
With an angel beside her guarding...

Dark clouds are gathering and rain is falling,
Little princess is all alone and the storm is coming,
Little does she know but someone's here,
Guiding every steps with protection over her...

Of all the princess that is there,
This angel choose you to care,
Sometimes its not easy to see,
How blind love could be...

Wonder where this princess came from,
And how such lovely aroma could be form,
But sometimes you seem to far,
Shining up in the sky like a beautiful bright star...

No matter how I will still try my best,
Giving up my everything to pass this test,
Because Love is so blind and you already knew,
With my heart I've shown my feelings for you...

Me and my Work...

2007-12-25T20:37:00.000-08:00

Hallo, I'm Dexter.. ok.. sounds silly... you guys already know me...

I'm gonna talk about my emotions and feelings at Work... About me...
I'm actually a very simple yet complicated person, depends how you feel about me. I'm very emotional sometimes, that means I can be hurt and I can cry and I can feel sad. I like to help others... But sometimes I get scolding after I do so... The thing is I also dont like to pull other people to use as excuse or reason why or so on... thats why when I really get scolding I rather keep my mouth shut and bear all by my self... not the 1st time after all... I Just want everybody to be happy and work happy and so on...

This is what happens to me when I was working Yesterday. I was busy preparing some standby Item because the Chef ask me to... I have to cut coleslaw almost 8kg of cabbage and 500gm of carrots. You get the Idea for coleslaw? all cut in thin strips... Well, this dont bothers me as I like playing with my knife and Cutting... but after awhile... The steward have gone back so there is nobody to wash up all the plates and kitchen utensils. The washing area is a mess... no one bother to arrange properly all the dirty plates and kitchen stuff... the kitchen helpers just throw all the dirty thingy there and with all the plates... and so I cant stand to see that kinda things...

In a kitchen.. no actually In a restaurant, there have to be teamwork, helping each other... Not saying that "thats not my work, I dont care... I'll just leave it like that and let others do it"

So, as u know... I like to help out and I cant stand all the mess there... What if the plates all drop on the floor? who wants to clean? What if somebody gets hurts from the broken glasses? what if that big metal pot drop and hit someones head?

so.. Fine... and also all the cutleries are dirty and the floor people cant prepare table settings because they dont have enough clean cutleries.

So what I did was, I stop cutting the coleslaw and go wash up all the cutleries and arrange the plates anf pans and pot at the washing area... so that they look need and wont be a mess... I also wash up all the Ice-cream cups and plates...

So when I was about to continue my coleslaw cutting, suddenly there was some orders coming in and that other 2 kitchen helpers didnt really wanna work, they walk slowly like it was nothing.. ignoring the orders and so on... FINE... I do it all my self... 3 orders papers... easy... I do it step by step... ok... when I finish the orders... there was more orders coming in... ok, I continue to do orders untill I totally fotget about my coleslaw... my head hurts like hell, feel dizzy and I still have a little fever...

After all the orders I stop for awhile and rest... *forget about my coleslaw... The chef come back... scolded me... because I didnt do the coleslaw... but actually I did, I cut about 5kg of cabbage just that I didnt start cutting the carrots...

This is what he says:

"I told you to cut coleslaw just now but why you go and wash plates?"

"sorry chef, I see there so messy and all the plates and cutleries finish dee, and also the was customers so I help to wash a little and arrange some"

"I told you not to bother about them already, Just do The work that I ask you to do. Now you see no more coleslaw already... How You wanna serve the customers?"

I just shut my mouth... he still repeating the same thing over and over again... but in my mind i was thinking:
*If no coleslaw, cant serve customers lor.... But If no cutleries and got coleslaw, You want the customers to eat with hands ar? and also no plates then where you wanna put the foods? on papers?*

But, ok... I dont like to argue with other ppl unless I really cant take it anymore... Fine... I'm not going back to work today anymore... my resignation letter says 30th would be my last day butI dont wanna go back to work any more...

Why?

1. No team work.
2. Not helping each other but says that your work is your work and your do it your self.
3. I cant stand the management... as in the operation manager...
4. Cant stand the kitchen helpers. missing in action all the time and not working properly.
5. The kitchen preparing order system sucks... Even I can do better if there is team work.
so it all comes down to team work and happy working together...

If you ask me what I like working there.

1. new friends as in all the floor stuff and kitchen stuff...
2. the floor manager treat me nicely.
3. the chef is also ok and wont give me much pressure but sometimes just his attitude.

I think thats all...

I'm really sorry if I hurt anybody during my working days... and I'm also sorry that I cant help out there anymore...

but outside of work... We are still friends... Take care guys...

Beach...!!!

2007-12-24T10:24:00.001-08:00

I like this picture... the one on top... emo-ing on the beach with my guitar... Wooo~
He acted cool... swt...
Me and Simon, My best friend... can be my brother also... haha... Pals For Life...

Poem: Just Me...

2007-12-18T12:04:00.000-08:00

Staring up the sky looking at stars around me,
Wondering if you ever misses me.
Such a lonely night that time pass by so slowly,
Close my eyes and feel you in my arm and just wanna say I'm sorry.

Its hard for me to say that I dont love you,
and its not easy to say that I do.
But this dont mean anything,
because deep down you know that my heart is everything.

Sometimes it seems that I've let go,
actually I dont really know.
these memories keep haunting me,
I still wonder how should my future be.

I reached out my hand for you,
but without saying a word you just flew.
some people say love is blind,
and so they say that I'll be fine.

Everything happens for a reason,
and for some reason I misses you every season.
I guess I'm not the only one that feels this way,
because you know my heart thats why I dont have to say.

My life is getting darker everyday,
But there is something I have to say.
I found a light in a corner of my heart,
the light was you and I wish that we will never be apart...

what would you do next?

2007-12-14T09:49:00.000-08:00

This is the story about a fallen angel from heaven and became a spirit...

Shin was his name... a wondering spirit around human world... he always wonder... how does human feels?

Shin always wanted to become a human being and feel the things that human can feel... the biggest question on him mind was "How does it feels to love someone and being loved back by that person?"

one day, when shin was wondering around a park at night... he then saw a boy being beaten down by gangsters...

Shin: Shit... i gotta help him... but how?

but it was too late... the boy's bleeding wont stop and then a knife poke right in his heart... the boy dies and the bunch of gangsters ran away...

Shin was standing next to the boy... and so... something come to his mind... *I cound use this boy's body as my own... after all i'm an angel*

whout hesitating, Shin let him self into the boys body... and so... magic happen... the dead body become life again... blood slowly flows back into the body... the look on the face changes to match shin's face... and voice... then Shin now became that boy...

but Shin didnt realize that becoming human, he has to fond a place to stay and eat and do what other normal human would do...

there was thunder clap... rain started to fall... Shin, for the 1st time became wet and felt cold... he ran to find shelter... he try knocking on every house but no one seems to wanna let him in... you know, now a days where got ppl so kind wan...

Shin felt too cold and started to feel hungry... he cant hold on anymore and so, Shin fainted right in the middle of the road...

The next morning... as Shin's eyes slowly open, he feel him self ona warm comfy bed. he look around... the door slowly open, a girl was standing there.

Summer: oh! i'm sorry, i didnt know u were awake. i'm summer... i found u fainted on the road last night when i was driving home...

smiling to Shin...

Shin: yea... I'm Shin... thx for helping me... I never felt like this b4...

Summer then help Shin up and make him breakfast...

(i'm not gonna tell you the long scrip of the story... i'm just gonna cut it short but as i say... plz imagine whats going on on...)

Shin then told summer that he has no friends and no parents... we was alone all the time and didnt know anything about this world... but Shin never told Summer that he was an angel...
Summer than pity Shin and make friends with him... Shin's 1st and only friend.. Summer...

Shin then learn how 2 be a human being from Summer... He stayed together with Summer in her house... Shin then found a job as a waiter in a restaurant... he was very friendly there and all the customers love him...

3 years have pass and Shin is now the manager of the restaurant... He learn to be a gentleman and take good care of Summer... But yet... Shin still dunno whats the feeling of Love...

but little does he know... Summer have already fallen in love with Shin when she 1st saw him laying on the road that night...

Summer cant really tell this feeling because all she feel from her heart is a warm and comfy feeling when Shin was around. She felt protected and believe that Shin was a good person... but Summer never told Shin about this feelings...

another 2 years have passed... Shin and Summer was so happy together but they r still not couples... they went to the beach together, went to the park, hilltop... Shin even learn how to play the guitar and sing for Summer...

Summer have to go over seas for 1 year to work... and so Shin cannot follow because he have to take care of the restaurant as a manager... Summer left Shin behind and Shin took care of her house for her...

Slowly and slowly, Shin started to feel something different inside him... he feels like without Summer by his side, he felt lonely... and so he know that how missing a person feels like... he will call Summer once a week because the bill was to expensive and he cant afford it. Summer will call back some times too...

Shin then have this very strong feeling for Summer... was it love? Shin dont know but all he wanted was to be with her...

after a year... Summer came back home... Shin was as work and dont know that Summer has came home. Summer prepared dinner and waited for Shin...

WAH.... Shin was so happy when we saw Summer... they Hug... and laugh... then suddenly, Shin hold Summer's hand and...

Shin: We've known each other for a long time but 1 year without you... I felt something different... I dont know what was it but i feel that everyday was so dark without you... i wanted to ask you this... Summer, Will you be mine and only mine?

Summer face was so red and she was smiling...

Summer: Yes Shin... yes.. because i've always loved you...

They look into each others eyes for awhile... Shin then knew it was love... slowly, they kissed...
as times goes by... Shin and Summer moved on...

Where were the most happy couples around the world... the time the spend together was so fantastic...
They Kissed, had lunch, make love to each other.... *you get the picture of a lovely couples...

another 3 years have passed...

it was time...

one very night... Shin took Summer to the hilltop and they just sit there. then Suddenly Shin hugged Summer tightly and said

Shin: Whatever happens, I wont leave you so please dont forget me ok?

Summer: Shin... what heppen? why are you saying this?

Shin: I'm sorry my love... But I promise that I will always loved you... from my very heart...

Summer: I love you too Shin... but please tell me what happen? you are scaring me...

Shin: If i told you that i'm an angel that have fallen from heaven and become a spirit on earth.. Would you believe me?

Summer: what are you talking about?

Shin: I'm serious, I'm an angel... I've come down and be a human but now my time is up... I cant stay here anymore... even if i dont wanna go... but i cant... I have to go back...

tears flow from Summer's eyes... She knew Shin would never lied to her... She believed every single world he said.. Summer than hugged Shin back and said...

Summer: No matter what happens... I will always loved you and only you...

the sun slowly rise at the far end of the ocean... They look at each other's eyes...

Shin was glowing and then angel wings appeared behind Shin's shoulder... Shin's eyes was filled with tears and so was Summer's...

Shin then rub away summer's tears and touch her face softly...

Shin: One last kiss that would lasted forever...

Slowly... they kissed... and then Shin started to fade away... slowly... floating uo to the sky...

Shin smiled... and then he faded away... leaving a feather for Summer...

Summer then took the feather and look at the sunrise... and smiled back and said...

* Shin, I promise you... I will always loved you and I will take good care of this feather... wait for me... I will join you soon in heaven... *

FOODS...!!!

2007-12-14T08:28:00.000-08:00

ok... i got all this picture from my fren... all nice nice food from somewhere around the world... ok lar... i forget where... haha... but nvm lar... see dee then u all will also feel hungry... blek...

ok... i think thats about it... haha... hungry? mayb not... ok lar... wait for my next post ya... I will find some other thingy to post about... hehe...

Into The Night

2007-12-08T10:15:00.000-08:00

Live version :

Damn... I love Santana's electric guitar sound... woa.....~

Heroes...

2007-12-07T10:05:00.001-08:00

One of that is my arms, The darker wan lor... follow the clock har...

Me, Benjipapa, Minny, Wendy, Ralph, Willazz, Imin...

Heroes Of Zeroes... muahahahhaa...

see this wan... my hand... in the next morning... i did it my self... why? coz i'm crazy i guess...

Booyah~~~~

Why!?

2007-12-07T09:54:00.000-08:00

tell you something...

they bank in my salary into my account liao lor... got about RM366 coz last month i work about 1week++ only mar... just start work mar...

ok lor... little nvm lor... Rm366 can last me + petrol + food + outing untill next months pay liao mar...

so i went to the bank... wanna go atm take some money to go pump petrol...

after i take out Rm50, i went back to my car.... and guess what... my car wont start...

fuck... battery die...

ok lor... can jump cable mar... got car shop beside mar... so i walk to the car shop, tell that guy... ok... he come jumo cable for me... ok liao lor.. charge me RM8... i only got RM50 mar... just press mar... so ok lor... go his shop pay lor... drive my car there... then park and pay him...

then after that... guess what...

MCB leh... cannot start.... why ar??? because battery sudah rosak...

the fella wanna charge me Rm165 for changing new car battery... kaneh... what i heard from my dad is only about Rm145 kelisa battery lor...

he see i no catr to drive and stuck in his shop so... what to do... Rm165 lar... no discount summore... 2lan nia...

now i left about Rm126 to survive untill next months pay... survive means + petrol + food + outing and parking and so on...

$#!^@*^!%#*&#T*&(^%#)(!(^&%#@^$!@*&%!

to michelle michimi

2007-12-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

ok, this post if for michelle, my ex-gf...

actually requested my her lar... Michelle wanted to know how and what i think about her... her personality and so on...

ok, no hard feelings... i'll say positive and negative all out...

you are a nice and caring person but you only think about yr self when you are down. meaning you dont care about my feelings also.

sometimes I dont like the way you talk to me and the words you used.

You know how 2 make me smile when i'm down.
you lighten me up when all around me were dark.
I still remember your smile when you say good morning to me in that white long pants and a teddy bear back shirt.

you are a person that needs others attention... if I'm a little bz to reply yr msg, you will become a little moody... sometimes...

you like to drink beer and go clubbing... I wont say the rest out... we both know...

I'm worried for you all the time but I dont wanna control you, I want you to have fun and also be responsible.

I know i cant be with you 24/7 coz we're so far apart but I promise that i'm loyal to you all the time and i wont cheat on you.

I know now we are only friends and i hope after you reading this you wont have any hard feelings...

take care my friend...

urm...

2007-11-27T09:21:00.000-08:00

urm... urm... ok... new post...

hmmm... ok lar... tell you my todays story lar... 1st i go to work, the chef was there... i think he is not in a good mood or something coz keep scolding here and there...

"why didnt take out all the sauce?"
"why yesterday didnt cook this fish?"
"why this wan didnt fry?"
"why this sauce didnt have and you all didnt make?"
"why yesterday so free dunwan make extra sauce and keep for standby?"
"why all didnt do? you think you got more than 2 hands ar? can do so many things at a time ar?"
"why I didnt come 3 days only u all so like this wan? dunno how 2 refil this and that"

ok... the truth is... chef was away for 3 days coz of his personal problems lor... and also
the steward sick and on mc for 3 days then hor... our kitchen ppl only got 4ppl so 1 person got steward lor... so there is only me, assistant chef and a kitchen helper lor... so 3 ppl have to prepare so many things and also server customers that come... a lot of orders... so we cant do so many things mar... tired also mar... so bz and some also will forget wan mar...

working life... like this wan lar... sien...

My work Life...

2007-11-26T08:55:00.000-08:00

ok, i know this will feel boring..

I'm working in a restaurant but i dun wanna say where...

ok, friday, saturday and sunday... omg... i'm working like i got 4 hands... really bz and tiring...

but yesterday i got a very weird order... some customer ordered Pepperoni pizza but no pepperoni... so just pizza and cheese only lor... swt...

How Thunder meets Lighting

2007-11-17T08:47:00.000-08:00

In times where there is still imperfections in the human worlds. Gods are the ones that look down on us for some changes. Even Gods makes mistake.

This is a story of how thunder meet lighting. Its just a story though...

Very Long time ago... There is a saying "If you throw rice away, that means you are wasting and thunder will strike you down"

Well, at that time it was real But there was no such thing as lighting. There was no Lighting at that time.. only Thunder... so, Everyone will not waste food and they would all share food among each and other and so there are no poor or hungry people wondering around. Whenever someone throw rice away, Thunder will strike them. Well, imagine that. You dont want it to happen to you right?... so anyway... back to the story...

There is this girl that lives with only her mother. Her mother was very old and was already near her time and soon she passed away. At that very night... it was raining very heavy... and its was very dark... in old times there was still no light at all but only some candle lights and it was not bright enough...

So on that very night... The rain was pouring very heavy and Thunder was out on the hunt. Whoever that throw rice away will be punish... Thunder was standing above the clouds scanning around... and suddenly... he saw a girl come out from an old hut... The girl was pouring something away... what was that? it was white in colour... Rice??? It was so dark that thunder could not see properly but all he saw was that girl throwing something small, cup of small white thingy that looks like rice...

And so, without hesitating. Thunder than took out this bolt and Struck tat girl hard. KABOOM...
The girl spirit was then floating up to heaven... slowly... sadly...(you get the picture what happen)

Girl : Where Am I???
Thunder : you are dead, I'm thunder and I've struck you with my bolt.
Girl : I'm dead? how could you... I didnt do anything wrong...
Thunder : I saw you from up here. I saw you throw rice away.
Girl : NO... I did not...
Thunder : dont lie to me...

God heard the girl screaming and crying and so he came.

God : Why are you crying my child?
Girl : coz I'm dead and I did nothing wrong
Thunder : She threw rice away. Its my duty to punish her.
Girl : stop it, I did not throw rice away.
Thunder : I saw her, she was throwing something small and white... it look like rice...
God : Little girl, tell me what did you throw away.
Girl : It was barley not rice. Mama love to drink barley juice thats why I boil them and let her have her drink b4 she go away. Then the barley was no more use thats why I throw them away.

after hearing tat, Thunder then know that he made a mistake.

Thunder : I'm so sorry, it was dark and I couldn't see Properly.
God : I understand Thunder. Little girl, we cant bring back the dead but I can make you one of the gods. Me and Thunder would need your help.
The girl than looked at god and thunder with her bright eyes with silence.

and so... god made the girl Lighting... from that very day... Lighting will come 1st b4 Thunder strikes because when it was too dark, Lighting brighten up the sky with her flash for Thunder to see b4 he strike his bolt...

And thats How Thunder meet Lighting and Why Lighting always come 1st b4 thunder strikes...

I know right now says that Light speed is faster that sound... but... We never know...

ahem

2007-11-16T04:39:00.000-08:00

Long long time ago...
b4 we were born, b4 our parents were born, b4 the world wars, b4 Thomas Edison invented anything, b4 you even know who is George Eastmann...

The World was so cold, so virgin that that no one knows about thunder, lightning, why is there day and night, everything...

The story starts like this...
There was a boy that thinks he is so smart that he knew everything... Ask him any question and he can answer with the most silly answer that you can ever think of... Well, of coz lar... at that time there was no school or anything... they were just living in caves or on top of the tree...

One very day... the sky started to get darker and darker... then suddenly The rain pour downs... this was the 1st time that they as humans saw the rain... at 1st they were all so happy and dancing and shouting and singing under the rain but suddenly.... BOOM.... there was Thunder and lighting all over...

Everyone was scare... then they come to a conclusion that the gods are sad and angry thats they the sky rain tears, thunder is sound of the gods cry and lighting is how the gods will punish them thats they nobody dare to go out of the cave when its raining...

and so, this little boy... he think about it again and again...
You know, its silly that everyone is so scare of the rain...
and so... out of nowhere... he found his answer, well... its not a logical answer but at that time... he thinks it is...

days have passed... there was no rain... everyone was so happy and then finally, the sky started to rain... Everyone was so scare and run inside the cave to hide... but then....

This little boy was looking up to the raining dark sky... BOOM... Thunder and lighting strikes... everyone was scared but then... they were curious.... this little boy look up the sky and smiled...

Again... there was more lightning and thunder... but the boy still continue to smile... everytime there was lighting and thunder... this little boy would look up the sky and smile...

so this made everybody curious...

"Why are you smiling to the sky when the gods are crying?"
"Oh no... you are wrong, the gods are not crying. They are relaxing and partying just like us..."
"why do you say so?!"
"because every time there are lighting and thunder, The gods are taking picture of us so we must smile for them... Well, the lighting was the flash of the camera and the thunder was the click of the camera... because the gods camera was so big that it sounded so loud..."

Silly answer huh...

but still...
maybe thats how,
George Eastmann invented the camera in 1888.

nah... just kidding... :P

*sob

2007-11-13T12:04:00.000-08:00

a part of my will/wish

2007-11-13T10:59:00.000-08:00

When/If I die...

I dont wanna be burn, I wanna be lowered down not 6 but 8f under the ground.
I dont wanna be buried at any place but I wanna be at the peek of a hill where and have my own private place.
I dun wan any prayers going on but I wan a celebration/party around my tomb. *if you are lucky then you might see my ghost there partying with you guys too.
I dont wan you guys to cry for me but I wan all of you to remember me forever.
I wan the word "Dreamers of Life" to be carved on to my tomb right under my name.
I wan all my name and nick names to be carved onto my tomb.
Dexter Gan Ban Yang
Dexxie Rocks
Dexterity
Dex
Katana Boy
and so on.... whatever you all call me...

I dont wan my coffin to be normal... I wan my whole coffin to be air-brush with anime and design ontop... I wan my JieJie (LeePeng) to design my coffin and whatever that is to air-brush there.
I dont wan my coffin to be carried on a van or someone that I dont know. I wan my coffin to be carried in a Metallic White BMW and I wan either my mother/father/son(if i have one)/brother/wife(if I have one) or JieJie to drive it to that hill top to bury me.

I wan my funeral to be very formal... Everyone Have to wear formally with tie and a hat. (like what you can see in the mafia movie) The colour is to be Black or white. If not, You cant attend my funeral and I will haunt you all whenever I wan...
Remember, my party at my funeral.

In that party, I dun wanna listen to useless, fucking, meaningless, clubbing, ass songs such as:
justin timberlake - his songs are so gay... and I hate them
Will I am, I got it from my mama - this is a fucking song. meaningless.
other clubbing songs coz they are all meaningless.

Songs That Are To Played at my funeral party:
Michelle Branch - You Set Me Free (and other of her nice songs)
Sugar Ray - Every Morning ( and other if his nice songs)
LFO - (all the nice songs)
WestLife - Unbreakable
Some Oldies but rock songs such as Elvis, Temptation, Beatles and so on...
Build Me Up Buttercup
Let It Be
Ob bla di Ob bla da

I wan my family including father,mother,brother,JieJie, and so on (everyone) to sing bee gees- words when I was lowered 8f under the ground. NO TEARS PLZ.... Sing With A Smile...

I wan my car to be buried beside me.
Place all my belongings in my car b4 burying.

donate 50% of my money to the poor children founds and 50% to split my father/mother/brother and JieJie...

REMEMBER, I GOT ONLY 1 LOYAL JIE JIE...

Oh ya... I wan my katana to be in my coffin with me holding it.

No smoking at my funeral.

No beer or any other alcoholic drinks at my funeral party except Red Wine.

No Drunkers Allowed.

and NO DRUGS...

I wan my family to know that I love them very much...

Jie Jie, I love you very much too...

and all my friends... I love you guys...

Simon Heng/shadow king My best friend, I wan you to have any of my shirt that you like... You wanna take all also nvm... But cannot say dont wan... Just take some to remember me always....

For now... this is all I can think of... serious... this is part of my wish... no joke...